It is so unpredictable

update sikit

2011-12-26T14:58:00.006+08:00

wheeww....

based on my last post, supposedly now I am a graduate already.

oo...heaven yeah! I have just graduated from UTP with ..... class. (mcm ayat interview)

and insyaAllah, soon gonna start a new life with new environment.

dulu2 kan, I rajin gilak-gilak update blog sebab I wanted to tell my readers what I've been up to.

now, I am no longer at the age where I am excited to tell people about where I've gone, what I've been doing, how I did things and etc.

orang tanya, I jawab. orang tak tanya, I stay quiet.

currently, only one thing that I really love to tell people...it's about Korean wave.

LOL!

yess....the K-pop, the dramas, variety shows and etc.

lately, my timeline at twitter is full with tweet about Korea.

sampaikan DP pun dah tukar ke gambar Donghae. ok-ok, soon that picture akan ditukar.

sebenarnya rasa pelik bila tweet pasal agama tp DP artis Korea. #awkward

but I know, bila dah start kerja, maka perhatian terhadap Korea sedikit demi sedikit akan pudar. (ekkkk??? sure? yakin?)

I am currently addicted to Super Junior.

I dont need to explain why I like this Hallyu. you can utube their vc, live performances, variety shows and etc. then you'll know. asesehhh....

they have came to Malaysia for Asia Tour, twice (kalau xsilap lah)

there is possibility that they will come to Malaysia again for Super Show 4.

IF, that is true.

maka terbanglah diriku ini dari Miri ke Kuala Lumpur. (usually the concert takes place in KL)

ah gituuuu~

itu saja update buat masa sekarang.

esok-esok, post benda yang lain sikit. (kalau rajin)

#sindromnakgrad

2011-09-09T20:37:00.002+08:00

oh dear!!!

this is like the longest time period ever i did not update my blog.

so kesian kan.

this sem langsung xda update apa2. so, sbg nak cukupkan syarat, mari lah update walaupun di hujung2 sem.

the main purpose for this post actually, i wanna write my wishlist before i end this semester.

because, insyaAllah this is my final sem in UTP.

gonna graduate soon~~~

so, here is the wishlist.

1. battle DDR,

2. lunch at Yong Suan,

3. breakfast at Petronas Taman Maju,

4. manjung,

5. badminton court and swimming pool,

6. ice-cream,

7. supper at Ameeth,

8. study at IRC,

9. Ayam Penyet AP,

10. Cameron Highland. lalalala~

kepada orang-orang yang berkenaan, sudi-sudikan lah untuk merealisasikan wishlist saya. you all are the reason im loving all these things.

simple kan wishlist saya?

2011-04-03T16:44:00.000+08:00

Last week,

majlis kahwin my childhood friend/jiran sebelah rumah.

dah lama tak merasa majlis kawen at my neighborhood.

today,

majlis my cousin, Nana.

yesterday,

i got a call from my brother.

he was at Senai Airport.

heading to Miri for one week.

specially come to attend Nana's wedding.

and,

3 days ago,

my sister texted me,

just to inform.

"tengah buat apa? kami busy ni. arini, nana nikah."

ekkkhhh.....

now rasa mahu kol mama,

tanya....macam mana wedding?

ok?

best?

penat x?(my mom tukang masak ok.)

ramai orang? (of course la ramai, Nana kan artis)

but,

i bet they must be very busy now.

sama ada busy berkemas or busy soksek.

i wonder.

kalau aku ada ditempat kejadian sekarang,

dipetang-petang yang hangat ini,

mesti aku tengah duduk didepan set karaoke.(with Ajis definitely)

lagu wajib, Menunggu Nasi Minyak - Uji Rashid & Hail Amir.

so sad....

seriously....

do i need more reason to be more HOMESICK???

What To Sell?

2011-03-18T17:30:00.004+08:00

haritu sembang dengan sorang kawan.

she went for an interview.

so, she storied2 lah sikit about that interview.

then, she got this one question.

What can you give to our company?

hahh...

kepada kawan2 yang akan graduate, ada jawapan untuk soalan ini?

this is the point where you must promote to sell yourself.

to, sell you ability, your knowledge, your brain, your hard work, your intelligence and etc.

maybe you can sell your flying-colours-result

your dean's list certificate.

other than than?

definitely your co-curriculum.

clubs, events, seminar, projects, competitions and bla bla bla....

ok, that one cerita pasal future related to your career.

now, lets talk about your future spouse.ehem....

standard la, semua nak pasangan yang cantek, handsome, baik, beriman, pandai jaga hati, caring and bla bla bla....

tapi kita sendiri macam mana?

adakah kita seorang yang cantek? kachak? beriman? baik?

lets see from girl's view (yes...since i am one)

now, saya bagi satu contoh.

konon lah, saya berkenan dengan seorang lelaki.

the question is:

What can i give to him as a wife later?

saya tak ada wajah se cantik Kareena Kapoor

saya tak ada rupa se comel Yuri SNSD

saya tak ada mata se bulat Katy Perry

saya tak ada body se hot Lady Gaga

saya juga tak ada peribadi semulia Fatimah Al-Zahra a.s

atau harta yang banyak seperti kepunyaan Siti Khadijah a.s.

iman saya juga tidak sekental Sumayyah.

bahkan, hati saya juga tidak seteguh hatinya Rabiatul Adawiyah.

so, later.

what can I sell to my husband?

kalau tahu kelemahan diri disitu

cuba perbaiki diri dari sudut yang lain.

Allah dah kurniakan kita bentuk dan rupa yang sebaik mungkin.

so, jaga se-elok2 nya. (itu antara ciri2 orang yang bersyukur)

jangan lah menzalimi diri sendiri dengan menggadaikan diri dengan cara yang tidak sepatutnya.

kita sepatutnya tahu dan sedar siapa dia yang berhak memiliki apa yang telah kita pertahankan selama ini.

now, cakap pasal ability pulak.

ever heard about this quote?

"the way to a man's heart is through his stomach"

so, gadis2 yang dihormati sekalian,

pandai memasak itu penting.yes...penting!

ability dan skill untuk mengemas dan membersih rumah juga perlu ada.

ingat bersihkan rumah, boleh main bantai ja?

basuh baju boleh main masuk dalam washing machine ja?

no no...

semua itu perlu knowledge juga.

then, ability untuk menjaga hati mertua dan ipar-duai.

for me lah kan,

kalau kita pandai buat kerja rumah, pandai jaga laki,

then, your mertua wont bark anything about you.

that's from my observation only.

i dont know if it takes more than that to please your laws.

yes, of course i dont know.

finally, paling penting.

jaga laki and jaga anak.

hahh...too wide to explain.

in this state, kita perlu apply banyak profession.

you need to be a significant teacher.

you need to be a private nurse.

you need to be a personal chef.

you need to be an individual counselor.

you need to be a special entertainer.

you need to be a secret politician.

you need to be an exclusive maid.

and above all this,

you need to be a professional housewife.

bukan senang kan?hahhh....

ok, that's it things i wanna share. short and simple.

peringatan untuk awak, dia dan saya.

and i dont dare to include about ciri-ciri "isteri mithali"

nak tahu, sila lah google.hehe.

before that, please remember this.

if you want to find a partner, physical is not everything because sooner or later you gonna have to live with her/his attitude and mental outlook.

last but not least, read this.

sama-sama kita ambil pengajaran.

Thank you very much.

note: arggh...sakit hati xdpt upload gambar.ish!

Gemuruh Jiwa, Semangat Membara

2011-02-26T11:23:00.003+08:00

seriously, kalau part2 joli,aku memang semangat sikit.

no no...bukan sikit, tapi banyak.

malam semalam,

berlangsungnya Family Day Civilians.

rasanya lebih dari separuh Civilians yang datang untuk menjayakan event ini.

terharu sangat ok.

tidak lupa juga kepada committees yang telah berusaha dari titik permulaan sehinggalah ketitisan terakhir. you all memang supportive.

Family day bermula dengan permainan tradisional seperti galah panjang, teng-teng, getah dan baling selipar.

sorry sangat2 kepada yang tidak sempat main permainan yang mereka nak.

masa tidak mengizinkan.

after that,

we proceeded to play explorace.

seronok sangat tengok budak2 ni berlari-lari kesana dan kemari.

sampaikan ada yang rasa tak puas berlari.

next time kita buat yang lebih mencabar lagi alright?

then,

semua berkumpul, duduk and buat 5lines untuk bermain TV buruk pulak.

ok, masa ni, i know i was sooooo garang.

yelled to him and her.

sorry sangatttttttt.

tergarang disitu.

i know you all just wanna have fun.

next game,

questionnaire.

11 soalan telah disediakan.

this part seriously LUCU.

lagi2 part angkat tangan macam Usop and cakap "kite bako je"

aku gelak sampai terduduk, sakit2 perut ok.

last sekali,

nyanyi beramai-ramai.

lagu: Semangat Yang Hilang by XPDC and Gemuruh by Faizal Tahir.

(i dengar these 2songs satu petang sebelum pergi test,semangat)

masa nyanyi, kami buat satu bulatan besar.ala-ala omputih gitu.

when i saw, how happy u all while singing these two songs, i think all my hard works have been paid.

Thank You Very Much.

Tidak sah rasanya kalau event tanpa sesi photography.

so, last skali, duduk kat tangga ramai-ramai and say cheeessss!

kemas-kemas barang2,

then, mapley jugak sebagai penutup.

ada sesi "menggerudi" di Ameeth.sorry la kepada yang telah menjadi mangsa.hehe...

terima kasih kepada kawan2 yang berusaha dibelakang tabir untuk menambahkan lagi kenangan manis sebagai Civilians di UTP.

dan juga terima kasih kepada kawan2 yang datang memeriahkan event.tanpa huha-huha uols, event Civil tak akan se"fun" last night.

maafkan segala kekurangan dan kesilapan dan kekasaran kami.

this could be my last time handle event civil (konon).

now, mahu focus untuk Yearbook pula.

and of course, focus STUDY!

eh jap, mid-sem plan mahu kemana?

yahhhhhhhhhhhh.......

(susah gilak gilak mau upload gambar.blame the internet connection..ekkkhhh!)

Never be replaced

2011-02-18T07:54:00.002+08:00

in your life,

who are those people that never be replaced?

well,so far ( since i'm only 23 years old)

my "never be replaced" people are My Family.

because, no one can understand me better than they are.

and they know how to pamper me. lagi2 bila berjauhan.

last night, i called my sister.

dia jawab the phone, immediately i said, "mau cakap dgn nonong~"

rinduuuuu....

eqah hold the phone and said,

"usuu....usu sekola?"

terus homesick.

then, c-dedek pun berebut nak phone. so, my sis pass phone dgn dedek pulak.

"ssuuuu..."

ohhhhhh...dedek dah pandai sebut suuuu.

bertambah homesick disitu.

dedek kecik gik, belum pandai jalan.

semalam kan Chap Goh Meh,

so...kat Miri memang confirm, fireworks meletup sana sini.

anak2 buah pun membuang telefon sebab nak tengok firework.

kesian, xda siapa mau cakap dengan usu.

so, sembang dengan my sis.

one thing surprised me,

eqah penah bertanya,

"ma...kawan usu mana ma?"

excited dengar.

she has developed her memory.

dah boleh masuk sekolah.

Buruk perangai

2011-02-12T10:01:00.003+08:00

tak baik kan kalau kita layan orang ikut suka hati kita.

kalau kita rasa mahu layan, layan.

kalau rasa malas mahu layan, tak payah layan.

message jangan balas, kol jangan angkat, dia IM kat gtok,ym,fb jangan reply.

jahat kan?

kalau kita rasa marah, buat cold.

kalau malas mau chat,reply sepatah2.

memberontak.

not cool ok?

ishh....update blog jarang2.

bila dah update, buat post emo2.

teruk.

tapi, ini bukan post emo.

ini post ingin meminta maaf.

kepada semua yang pernah terasa dengan perlakuan saya.

i am really sorry.sangat2 sorry.

sometimes, kalau cakap kasar, semua tu gurau2 sayang only.

tak pernah berniat nak mencalarkan any on my friend's heart.

and

kalau ter emo,

biasa lah tu,

nak minta perhatian sikit.haha.

ok done, rasa kurang sikit beban bila dah meluah d blog sendiri.

come back

2011-01-27T11:36:00.000+08:00

hye...

dah dua bulan lebih blog terbiar.

kesian.

since ada twitter, memang dctu jelah tempat meluah perasaan.

tapi,i have to admit.blogging is the best if you want to express a very complicated problem.

yeahh...

2bulan, anything can happen.nampak macam sekejap.

but, even in one night,your life can suddenly change.

yess...

new semester dah start.

my sem-break?

AWESOME!

penantian selama setahun finally over.

truly, i was happy. Thank you very much for the surprise birthday party.

sebagai opening post for this sem (final year, 2nd sem).

pendek saja lah.

next post( which is i dont know when it will be), baru lah buat panjang2 and best2.

That's all.

saranghae~

Jay Sean - All Or Nothing

2010-11-20T19:03:00.000+08:00

I keep on playing this song over and over again.

kan best kalau kita boleh memberi pilihan, u want it ALL or NOTHING?

as if, there is no sikit2, sedang2 or half2.

but i know, it wont happen.

because to reach something, there are certain stages that we need to go through.

in the end, either we can have it or not, kita berserah selepas berusaha.

Yes! Paper Structural Dynamics, I CAN DO THIS!

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil-Adha

2010-11-16T23:18:00.002+08:00

yes....

first time, berhari raya di UTP. walaupun setakat Raya Haji. memang dalam sejarah, dengar takbir dari dalam bilik, V5G.

cool, chill, relax...

raya haji only ma...

next year, hari raya aidil-fitri, may be the same thing happen again.

so, perlu prepare ok!

also, my mom called ptg td.

she said, my father's grandmother has just passed away.

u read it right. my father's grandmother, umur dh dekat 100 rasanya.

both parents of my father dah passed away.

now, Allah has called for her to go.

Al-Fatihah.

now, tgh exam week. baru saja lepas satu paper this morning.

not so bad.

to be honest, I am so tired.

tired of studying, tired of missing famili, tired of trying to understand people, tired of hiding my worries, and of course, TIRED of being TIRED.

cant wait to end this semester and go home.

that is the only place where i can lay down on my bed and get rid all of these tiredness.

God Bless all of you.

emotional

2010-10-25T12:49:00.001+08:00

wow wow...

blog dah berhabuk.

2nd time blogging, for this semester.

i missed a lot of fun things in my friends' blog.

kenapa sudah lama tidak blogging?

no concrete reason.

malas, may be.

i didnt know, aliya mentioned my name a lot in her blog. hahaha...sory babe, today baru i baca.

so, kenapa today ada hati mau blogging?

penah x u all rasa emotional without any solid reason? (except, PMS)

that's what i feel now.

and i dont like it. it makes me numb, clueless, brainless and lose my focus a lot of time.

i hate it when a relationship with a friend suddenly turns "weird" and you dont know whose fault that it became that way. And you are so lazy to face it, thus u let it go with the flow.

yes, i am so malas to turn things into complicated state.

done.

ada seminggu lebih lagi before study week. hihi....

cepat sangat this semester berlalu.

oh! student life

2010-08-01T10:54:00.004+08:00

woww.....

udah berapa minggu blog ini terabai tanpa apa2 post?

berminggu2....

actually, the first important thing is...

I'm back at UTP. dah seminggu lebih.

lecture pun dah start, and I AM A FINAL YEAR STUDENT NOWWWWW!!!

UTP, nothing much difference.

kawan2 yang lain pun tetap sama.

and saya sendiri juga tetap sama!

semalam, baru balik dari Pulau Pangkor.

bercuti selama 2hari 1 malam bersama cosmates, Civil Engineering.

I dont know how to express the feeling upon this trip.

all i know, I had fun and I hope everyone did.

Berdango

2010-07-11T10:36:00.011+08:00

Berdango bermaksud main masak2. macam budak2 kecik, ambil tanah, buat kek or watsoever...
ada jugak berdango dengan cara main kawin2 or buat satu famili dengan kawan2, kau jadi anak, aku jadi mak, dia jadi bapak....dll....

so, malam tadi,
I telah berdango bersama 6 orang anak mak ngah.

tajuk: Cinema in the house.

yeah, kami telah mengubah the main living room menjadi cinema.

dimulakan dengan white board sebagai announcement board....

tickets....

seats....

this is couple seat

this is triple seat(mine of course)

not to forget, popcorn....

and, these are the audiences....

to make it a very real cinema show,
before the movie started,
we played some advertisements such as Pepsi for World Cup 2010 and Samsung 3D LED TV.
also, some trailers such as Salt, Despicable Me, Vampires Suck, The Expendables and etc.

unfortunately, during the first movie, like 90% of them were fell asleep.
so, cinema ditutup around 11.30...
hahaha...budak2, wat do you expect~
itulah, kerja kami dimalam minggu yang tiada activity.

hehhh...gonna miss them so much...

btw, lupa mau habaq, INTERN DAH HABISSSS!!
mari enjoy dulu~

Tidak Straight

2010-07-07T09:06:00.003+08:00

i watched a movie last night namely Love My Life....
It's a lesbian story.

I was randomly looking for a DVD last weekend then, I spotted this movie. When I read the synopsis, its kinda remind me of a female friend.

A female friend got a girlfriend...and the girlfriend got a boyfriend....
paham kah?

so, i recommended this movie to my female friend.
when she watched a slice and a bit of this movie at YouTube, right away, she told me to buy the DVD.
Thus, I bought it....

So, last night, I watched it (but my female friend has not watched it because she said, "I want to watch it with my girlfriend") aaaa....so sweet

finished the movie, then I regret something.
why did i recommend this movie to her at the first placeeee!!
ishhh...the ending, i dont like.why? because its not how it suppose to end.
(haha...suka hati aku nak tukar jalan cerita)

thats it....
done.

The Perfect Girlfriend

2010-06-25T15:21:00.009+08:00

This post was originally created by Mr Azahari, the true Sarawakian.
He did this post in Bahasa Sarawak.
So, I did the translation so all of you can read and understand this.
Saya translate dalam bahasa malaya ohhh....
for the original post, click The Perfect Girlfriend

1. Dia tak kesah naik motosikal, kiranya bf dia seorang yang low-profile lah.

2. Dia rasa happy bila dengar suara bf walaupun bf dia "bubble talk" cakap "Ooi" sahaja.

3. Kalau bangun pagi, tak lupa berus gigi, mandi etc

4. Kalau melintas jalan, gf pegang tangan bf.

5. Tak letak terus telepon kalau gaduh. Takde lah nak pura2 xnak angkat telepon.

6. Pandai merapu. xda lah nak buat muka masam 24jam sehari.

7. Sopan santun, mendengar kata, baek tutur kata, menghormati orang tua.

(Aiseh awak)

8. Tidak memaksa bf pakai baju pink.

9. Kalau bf haus, cam tau2 je then beli iced-lemon tea.

10. Kalau bf ngidam Double Cheese Burger, cam tau2 je then beli burger.

11. Tak lah selekeh kan? tipulah kalau pakai baju tebalik.

12. Tidak memakai selipar jepon time pegi ‘Candle Light Dinner’.

13. Tidak memotong kuku masa tengok wayang.

14. Tidak memakai kasut sebelah lain, kasut sebelah lain.

15. Kalau bertudung, mesti pandai matching dengan 'appearance'. xde lah pakai tudung warna pink, then pakai baju warna hijau, seluar warna merah striking, kasut warna biru air laut. Then, pipi xde lah merah je berbedak.

(Kalau ada yang mcm ni, ksian ngn bf dia. Malu)

16. Kalau tak pakai tudung, pandai ikat rambut cantek2. Kalau bersanggul memang lawa lah.

17. Dia pandai nak match, xde lah pipi merah je, then alis mata warna hitam, bibir warna pink striking, then, baju oren, seluar kelabu, kasut pink.
(Lucu lah gf mcmni. malu nk g dating)

18. Buat ‘surprise’ , cukuplah tapau roti then beli kaya, then berbekal air teh panas untuk bf bekfest. Tak perlulah mahal-mahal, macam tu pun dah cukup dah.

9. Bulan puasa, berbuka puasa sama sama, then teraweh.

(Aiseh)

20. Kalau bangun sahor, dia tolong bangunkan bf.

21. Tak buka lagu dangdut dalam kereta time on the way berziarah rumah orang

22. Dia tutup aircond kalau bf sejok.

23. Kalau demam, baik hati sangat tolong masakkan bubur ayam. Eh, double cheese burger jangan lupa oh?

24. Kalau PMS, takkan moody lebih-lebih.

25. Tak kesah menolak kereta bf.

26. Kalau bf terjatuh, girlfriend tolong angkat.

(Yerdeh, schweeet)

27. Kalau bf sakit perut, girlfriend beli minyak angin TIGER BALM.

28. Kalau tangan bf terseliuh,girlfriend beli koyok.

29. Kalau ada nyamok, girlfriend tolong spray Ridsect.

30. Tak kasar walaupun suara keras tapi intonasi tetap lemah lembut.

31. Pandai berlagu kalau radio kereta bf rosak, walaupun suara macam burong tiong.

32. Tidak menipu, jujur, jujor, bersih, cekap, amanah.

(Haha. Macam motto polis)

33. Kalau hari guruh kuat, kilat, girlfriend menenami bf. Menenangkan hati lah konon.
(Lalalalala)

34. Beli cucur udang untuk makan petang ngn bf.

35. Kalau dah perlu manja, manja. Kalau time serious, serious. Kalau dah time merapu, merapu.
Mun time membebel, membebelah.

36. Kalau bf message, lambat or cepat, tetap reply. Xda lah dia ignore terus. Appreciate la.

(Amat benar itu)

37. Time posa, temankan bf bazaar Ramadhan. Membeli air tebu, kueh bongkol, ikan panggang, ikan bakar, parek panggang, kueh-mueh.

38. Dia tidak mengangkut beg besar macam ni time kuar ngan bf.

(Ahah)

39. Dia beli cokolet Cadbury untuk bf

(Lalala)

40. Dia ajar bf macam mana nak iron baju.

(Oi ni penting oii. Ingat senang ka nak iron baju?)

41. Dia mengajar bf macam mana nak melipat baju.

(Oi, apa gelak2? Ingat senang ka nak dapat skill melipat baju yang cemerlang? Susah tau tak?)

42. Dia mesti rajin melayan budak kecik bermain macam ni.

(Ahah)

43. Pipinya? Mestilah pipi tembam.
(Ahahaha)

Ok, that's it! Finished, done mentraslate...
Susah lah jugak kerja mentranslate kan, lagi2 bila bhs sarawak En. Aza terlalu lah dalam.

My overall komen regarding this perfect girlfriend.
kalau betul lah ada wujud gefren yang betul2 macam ni, memang the-bf bertuah gila2.

but kalau The Perfect Wife pula macam mana Mr. Aza?
hehehe....

Thank you again to Aza for doing such exciting post. exciting enough sampai aku sanggup translate~huh....
credit to this awesome blog Ngerepak is Caring

the break-up

2010-06-21T14:26:00.005+08:00

Lately, some of my friends told me about the unstable relationship they had.

Me?
became the listener and may be "advisor".

So, it was variety of reasons with different situation.

manga of Kare First Love

One friend was just having fight with her boyfriend,
she said, "how can i tahan him for 2 years"

One friend who's afraid to start a serious relationship but he did fling with that girl said,
"aku taknak cinta yang suci tu nanti bertukar kepada nafsu"

One friend who's already engaged, but still has a strong feeling towards her ex-boyfriend said,
"dulu masa nak bertunang, i was stupid, tak fikir masak2. the other night, I dreamt about my ex and how his family willing to accept me again"

one friend who's redha upon his relationship said,
"aku takut aku yg akan sia2 kan dia nanti sebab aku dah banyak kali tak jujur ngn dia"

These are the couple problems that I have collected since last week. I really dont mind being the listener, because I know, somehow, it will teach me. And yes, it is teaching me.

Im just hoping for these couple to have the happy ending.

mahu bercinta, bukan senang. it needs commitment. cinta saja tak cukup.
that's why, don't simply propose the person you like or simply accept one's proposal.
Hari tu ada jumpa one page kat facebook, "why do couples always hate each other after a relationship?"
i have so many answers for that question. if i want to, will make another post regarding that.

For me lah kan, for me lahhhh....
best friends who end up together is kinda sweet~
tapi, ramai org ckp tak bagus kan...hmmm...

macam Haruhi and Tamaki. cute~haha!

manga of Ouran High School Host Club

abandon

2010-06-11T09:31:00.002+08:00

kesian sama ini blog, telah terabai untuk beberapa minggu. sebagai ganti, saya tukar layout baru!!
cantek? for me cantek lah, because I LOVE BLUE~~

nothing much I wanna share here, that's why, I've been so quite.
of course lah ada terjadi pergolakan sana sini, tapi, malas lah nak share kat blog, share dalam dear diary cukup...(ehh...aku ada dear diary ka??)

intern, 4 weeks left. final presentation, 2 weeks left.
go back to UTP, 6 weeks left.
itulah yg tercatat dalam list "penantian"

since I dont really have things to share here, let me share my current addiction.
Justin Bieber with his new song, Never Say Never.

quote sikit antara lirik yang best dalam lagu ni.

and there's just no turning back,
when you're heart under attack,
gonna give everything I have,
it's my destinyyyyy~~

fyi, I'm not really into this little boy, but I AM captivated by his music.

you're pretty

2010-05-22T10:08:00.003+08:00

waseehh....aku puji siapa actully?
takkan orang lain...diri sendiri lah...

come, i just want to share something here.
mengenai barang-barang kecantikan yang dipakai setiap hari.
(what? kecantikan? whatever la)

all these stuffs you can get them at any supermarket and there are not expensive yet have good quality. lets check these out:

1. shower cream

Lifebuoy

taken from: asiaone.com

yes, i choose this product because its quite not expensive la jugak and the cream sangat pekat. even, kalau tak payah guna shower sponge pun boleh berbuih-buih gitu. dan jugak, wangian dari shower cream ini betul-betul melekat kat badan, rasa fresh sepanjang hari. wah~~

2. skin care

suka saya membuat pengakuan, saya guna produk murah sahaja untuk muka yang memang natural beauty ini (mwahahah). lagipun, i tak mampu lah nak beli produk mahal seperti Clinique, SK II dan yang sewaktu dengannya. tunggu i kawen dengan jutawan ye.

So, saya guna Fair and Lovely Skin Clarity Anti-Marks Fairness Cream
sebab, of course, murah dan senang didapati di mana2 supermarket.
dan saya rasa, cream ini memang berkesan menghilangkan kesan-kesan jerawat yang mencacatkan kulit muka.
after 4 weeks saya guna, kesan jerawat pasti akan hilang (tak sepenuhnya lah).
mengikut cara pengunaan, gunakan 2x sehari. tapi, saya ni agak malas nak sapu cream muka malam2, so, saya cuma sapu sehari sekali. dan ia tetap memberi KESAN.

dan jugak, saya jadikan ia sebagai foundation sebelum menampalkan compact powder. hasilnya, putih melepak dan cun melecun gitu. tak payah foundation mahal2.

3. shampoo

ini penemuan terbaru saya. shampoo keluaran terbaru dari Sunsilk Silky Smooth & Manageable, sangat mengsyokkan. I didnt know, until my mother bought it. (boleh tahan jugak taste mak aku)

She bought the pink one, untuk rambut halus bak sutera gitu. untuk awek-awek yang pakai tudung memang sesuai lah bagi saya sebab selepas rambut dikurung selama 1/2 hari, bila dah buka tudung, rambut masih cantek, tidak berminyak dan tidak berbau.

wangian dari shampoo ini memang tahan lama dan sangat wangi. I like~

rasanya itu sahaja yang ingin dikongsi. siapa yang ingin mencuba, silakan, tapi bila tak berkesan jangan salahkan saya sebab lain orang mempunyai kulit/rambut yang berlainan....hehe!

demam badminton

2010-05-15T08:42:00.004+08:00

nampaknya Malaysia gagal untuk memecahkan tembok besar China.
Its ok geng, maybe belum rezeki kita nak bawak pulang Thomas Cup tahun ini.

now, perhatian lebih kepada China vs. Indonesia.
saya sokong siapa?

ohh...sukarnya untuk membuat keputusan.

kerana,

(taken from: ayu16arek.blogspot)

Taufiq Hidayat adalah bekas kakashih ku

and

(taken from: norsorpor.com)

Lin Din is my current CRUSH...

hahahah....

rupa2nya, Lin Dan ni memang suka bukak baju ehh...tau la badan HOT...agak2, kalau dia menang lawan Taufiq nanti, dia bukak baju lagi x?

Iklan mantop!

2010-05-12T08:28:00.003+08:00

hari tu,
buka satu website sebab nak baca berita hangat,

seperti biasa, akan ada iklan kat tepi2 ruangan page.
macam2 kan iklan kita boleh tengok...

ada yang pasal "nak jadi jutawan?" "kuruskan badan" "jana pendapatan dari rumah"

but then, terbaca satu iklan yang sangat mantop!
iklan dia jenis yang bertukar2 page.
mari tengok page by page......

(1)

(2)

(3)

hadoiii....aku ingatkan iklan apa lah tadi.

kenapa saya suka iklan ini? ada 3 sebab:

1/ isi yang padat dan mesej disampaikan dengan jelas.

2/ tiada pengunaan kata2 yang lucah atau kurang menyenangkan.

3/ kaitan antara LELAKI dengan BOLA memang padan!!

SNSD? omg~

2010-05-08T09:19:00.004+08:00

wow...
tahniah lah kpd ku,
sbb dah addict dengan SNSD, Girl's Generation.
(booooo.....*lame* org lain dah lama addict)

bukan addict sangat pun,
just suka tengok mereka dance-dance....

and paling penting,
suka tengok Soo Young,

for me,
she's the cutest
and she got the longest leg
(emhh....xtau plk brapa centimeter)

why do i like her the most?
because of that high-cheekbones....

wait....she did plastic surgery also?
yeah, like i care~

wasshh er anglishh

2010-04-27T08:59:00.003+08:00

bermaksud, WATCH YOUR ENGLISH....

oiii malu oi...
kalau buat status kat facebook in english,
but the anglishh is so broken and fall into pieces...

you speak broken english, bole dimaapkan. bcos when u talk, just main keluar saja apa2 ayat yg terlintas. grammar boleh letak belakang.

but if u want to write a simple and short English, please, check every words and grammar.
malu lah, kawan dah sampai berjuta-juta. semua orang tengok status kamu.
bila orang otai macam farhan iqbal tengok, mesti dia tersenyum kambing membaca status of your broken english.

(and also, if i do wrong, please lah tegur. so, sama-sama lah kita bertegur-teguran.)

meh, nak ajar simple anglish jap. yang memang small mistake orang selalu buat.

do you know the difference between these two sentences?:

my mother like fish.
my mother likes fish.

if you really don't know, you better go back to primary school.

we went there to saw the woman.
we went there to see the woman.

please, don't put any past tense,-ing or past continuous word after the word "to". just put the original word there.

these are basic english where you should learn during your primary school, maybe. and grammar is very important because it can bring different meaning.

unless, i've never seen anything like this yet, so scary.

tujuan post ini sekadar hanya ingin berkongsi ilmu. and kalau lah i ter"commit" the mistake from the above grammar, do tell me. sebab manusia cepat lupa.

and i know, i am not as good as aierra or edgar in writing english post.
but, lets try hard to be like them. :P

another thing, to improve your pronunciation, learn from english song.
jangan lah tau dengar, hafal lirik saja, watch their words also, and try to pronounce like them.
then, baru lah orang cakap, "english u sedap lah" hahhhh....
nanti pergi interview pun tak tergagap2...insyaAllah...

tapi kan, kadang2 jumpa kawan yang jarang sangat nak ckp english. nak guna perkataan "later yea" or "alright, see you soon" or "i'll call you" pun susah.

tapi, bila dah buat presentation in english. WOWWWWW!! the english...superb!
so, janganlah ingat orang yang blogging in malay, or bahasa sarawak kah, english mereka tidak hebat, mungkin ada bakat tersembunyi. lol!

bah....udah-udah lah ku merapu, ngerepak rah sitok. rajin juak ku bloggin time office hour ouh. sapa suruh x berik kerja...

pengilan lagi

2010-04-24T10:03:00.004+08:00

salam....
rasanya, this is the third time, im posting about the same thing, a friend is getting married.
not just a friend, but a VERY GOOD FRIEND. famili pun dah kenal sama ini kawan.
She is my only one, NAzirah bt Hj Bol, or simply we call her Grah, jiran sebelah bilik masa kat matrix dulu.

ok, thanks to Allah, sebab kami dipertemukan at least a month before she get married.
I'm so happy to hear such news, tp sedih lah juak ckit2, (bila gik aku tok??) heheh....

kalau dizinkan and ada rezeki, i REALLY WANT to go to the walimah.
mslah kewangan tiada hal lah, tp, who wants to accompany me??
lgpun, she mention that my ex-rumate will be there also,Balqis. oh my! i miss her so much!

me and Grah chatted a lot yesterday, and im not surprised when she mentioned she's wearing the tudung labuh now, already 3 years now.
the future husband is a senior whom she only knows 4 months ago, after ta'aruf. she said, "kamek percaya pada jodoh" oh yes...i am totally agree with that~

she was saying about our memories in KML
"ingat x kita selalu solat jemaah kat bilik kitak, kitak selalu jadi imam sebab kamek malu nak jadi imam. kitak yang banyak mengajar kamek"
ok, girah, i was almost broke down by that time. tapi, sik boleh nangis lah sebab time ya ada mak kat sebelah. hihi...
why did i breakdown? bcos kamek malu~

Nazirah and Zue
(kenangan masa ambil sijil AJK Surau Al-Irfan)

Girah....kitak simpan x baju kita nak sama ya?? kmk masih simpan n masih pakei rah campus n time intern tok juak. tp, kmk dah kehilangan gmba nak kita kei baju ya sama2....
omg, i miss u girah!!
kamek rindu bila kitak dtg bilit kmk and time ya kmk duduk rah meja studi... alu kitak datang, "Zuuuuuuu...pa polah kitak??" dengan sora manjak kitak yaa.....
actuly bnyk gik gamba kita duak lam hp kmk...xsempat nk korek balit.hehe...

Whatever it is, Im so thankful to have good frens like Nazirah, Yati, and all those muslimah frens who always there whenever I get "LOST" in my own world.

But, I still love all my friends!!!

update saja.

2010-04-09T12:33:00.005+08:00

everyday, i think about what post shud i do in my blog. but, still i dont have any strong points to give to u all. end up, i just want to update what i have been doing lately.....

1. makan banyak. tiap2 pagi daddy ku bawa singgah Oslam, makan dosai. undeniable, dosai nya d ctu memang sedap gtu. every lunch, turun makan sebab ada trainee baru d Petar, and i feel responsible to accompany her to go for lunch (eventho she never asked me to go wth her)

2. i watched new moon (ok, i know i am so ketinggalan)

then, i have this desire to read the novel. ok, i havent read twilight, malas. now, im reading new moon. kind of weird, bcos whenever i read the edward-bella's part, that cullen guy, remind of my one guy-fren. i dont know why (myb bcos of the gentleness, wow~). Bella is just one typical girl, yang suka merajuk and desperate of edward's "love", and edward is one PERFECT guy who knows how to handle this kind of girl. thats why, edward cullen will never exist in real world.

3. tmoro im going to miri!! we have makan2 and more to family gathering actually. i have made appointment with some frens to do the handphone date. wah, how much shud i reload?
after all, miss eqah and sarah so much. i bought this small swimming pool for them. cant wait to see them play in it~

seriously, bersyukur lah dgn apa yang ada

2010-03-26T10:04:00.004+08:00

aritukan, tengok berita RTM1,
ada sorang macik ni nanges sbb dah bbrapa minggu tempat diorang xda air.
xperlu nak nangis macik,
ada lagi yang lebih teruk dari tempat macik,
tp, diorang rilex je. xnangis pun depan camera, nak menagih simpati.

sekarang, China mengalami kekeringan (dlm erti kata lain, kemarau) yang terburuk sepanjang 60 tahun yang lepas.
more info, u can read here

taken from: guardian.co.uk

rilex je budak ni bawak air.
(taken from: msnbc.msn)

and kalau nak tau, dulu, tempat tinggal saya, 3 tahun xda air macik.
bilik mandi penuh dengan tong dram tmpt save air.
kalau dah xda air sangat, turun bengkel kat bwh, mandi berjemaah kat sana. (kecik, xtau malu lagi)
tapi kami tetap hepi!
so, macik, be hepi. sebab ada lagi yang lebih teruk dari kita diluar sana.

ok, my english is bad

2010-03-24T09:39:00.004+08:00

first, i would like to "masuk-bakul-angkat-sendiri".

i can talk well (not excellent lah) in english.
like, i always got this compliment, "english awak sedap lah"
- sebab aku ckp men sedap mulut

then, engineer at Petar once said "im quite surprise cos ur eng is quite good"
- yelah, mentang2 i dr msia.kkkhhhh

even, some friends ask me bout grammar, translation and etc.

now, im goin to condemn myself.

during this internship, we "have" to do our log book. so, write in english of course.
every log book that i have submitted, 'wajib' ada grammar or words or terms corrections.

one of my SVs, Mr. K, he even refused to evaluate until i come out with nice and simple words.
"u see, i dont want to evaluate this first because a lot of corrections need to be done"
padahal, that was the corrected log book already. and he asked me to re-write it again. omo~~

terasa english ku sangat teruk.

yesterday, i went to site with my two SVs.
Mr K said, "the problem with engineer now, they cant write in english well"
aku hanya mampu tersenyum.
he is one interesting person and loves to talk and loves to teach.

Favorite Girl

2010-03-15T12:28:00.012+08:00

here it comes, after one week working on this topic, me finally able to post this. (ini namanya, tiada assigment, buat assigment sendiri)

After interviewing several guys, I come out with some criteria that make a girl a favorite girl.

Alright, generally, I'll inform first about those guys who were participated in my survey.

60% of them are single (and ready to mingle) and the rest, taken yaw.
These guys terdiri daripada bermacam bentuk fizikal, attitude and taste of course.

Ada yang bulat, empat segi, tiga segi.
Ada yang tak pernah fell in love, tak pernah couple, ada jugak yang ex-gefrens memang dah tak terkira.
Ada yang jenis pemalu dengan girls ada ada jugak yang boya darat.
Dari lelaki yang solatnya memang sentiasa ditunaikan siang malam sehinggalah lelaki yang memang tak pernah solat (means, non-muslim ye)

So, the conclusion upon this survey....

Physically, first:

1. Cute, pretty, cun, hot - memang menjadi jawapan yang amat koman. yelah, bila tengok cute girls rasa mcm "erkkkhhh". ada jugak yang meletakkan ciri2 ini sebagai priority. But, some of you also mention, "kecantikan itu subjektif".

agak2 klu mcm ni dtg menggoda, leh resist x?

2. However, ramai jugak yang telah memberi jawapan "Sedap Mata Memandang"(SMM). So, apakah definisi SMM?
IMHO, SMM means muka yang ayu, lembut, suka tersenyum dan mempunyai sepasang mata yang cantek.
That, my own definition without referring to any dictionary. Kiranya kalau kita tengok we'll say "Not Bad~"

3. Dari segi ketinggian plk. Lebih ramai yang prefer tall girl (myb sebab most of them tinggi2??lol!). tapi, ada jugak lah yang prefer sama tinggi and 'small' girl (so, no biased here)

For the attitude part:

yes, alot of them have given me variety of attitudes. So, I cant mention all of them here. Now, I'm only revealing the top listed attitude of ~Favorite Girl~

Sopan Santun (including pemalu and soft spoken)
- this is just so typical taste of guys. yes, even girls jugak suka lelaki yang gentle dan lembut (tapi bukan sotong). rasa nak pandang selalu je bila tengok dia lemah gemalai and rasa nak dengar suara selalu je bila dia bercakap mengalun2 (tapi bukan seducer)

Understanding
-i would like to quote from one guy "kalau sopan santun lemah lembut pun tak guna kalau asyik nak gaduh, xde understanding"
how to gain understanding? definitely, build on trust and knowing each other well.

Hormat dan sayang kedua ibubapa
-if u want this criteria, memang bersepah-sepah. So far i met alot of girls yang sayangkan ibubapa lebih dari yang tak sayang (means, kurang ajaqq). so, tak susahlah nak cari criteria yg mcm nie.

Relax, Cool, Slumber
- basically, girls yang macam ni, jenis yang kurang gedik lah (sebab all girls memang tetap akan gedik). dia tak clumsy and bila ada masalah, she knows where she should go (tak menyusahkan dan membimbangkan orang lain).

Bertimbang rasa (bisa dikawal, tak degil)
- Saya sendiri kurang pasti akan maksud bertimbang rasa disini. because kalau nak cakap psl bertimbang rasa, kena buka topic baru "how to be a good lover?"

Pandai memasak
- haha (gelak jap). kata orang, nak pikat suami kena guna air tangan. sebab tu kalau ada pembantu rumah, jangan suruh dia masak. MASAK SENDIRI! to all girls yang belum penah pegang sudip, bermulalah dengan menjenguk mother-mother anda masak didapur. (girl jugak suka lelaki yang pandai memasak, so xyah susah2 nak masuk dapur...hehe)

There were severals of these guys have given me some funny answers that made me go LMAO. I'll reveal the criteria here so please be OPEN cos some of them might sound 'notti'

Kuat makan and tido (amboi, ni memang nak nengok awek dia badan macam tong deram. kalau asyik tidur makan je bang, spe nak kemas rumah, jaga anak? hehe)
Bibir tebal (ala-ala Angelina Jolie gitu yah??)
Sihat (first, i asked him, what he means by SIHAT? then, he told me "girl kan selalu mengadu pasal badan dah gemuk lah, padahal aku tengok ok je. So, tak kesahlah, asalkan dia sehat, ok lah tu)
Takmo dada and bahu beso (lol! i have no comment)
Suka tengok girl yang basah dan kemamkan bibir (hmm..nmpk seksi gtu eyh?)
Badan sedap-sedap (also, no comment)

Not to forget those guys who gave the respond that i can give THUMBS UP lah!

"A pleasant and good muslimah is more than enough"
"tak mudah tergoda"
"suka baca Quran"
"tegas tapi fun"
"nak yang independent supaya senang nak jaga"
"ala-ala kampung girl"
"if hati dah suka, tak kesahlah fizikal macam mana"
"falling in luv is not just about her physical or attitude only, but the whole package combination"

So, thumbs up! lah saya bagi kepada anda2 yang telah mengatakan sedemikian!

Ok, even though im a girl, i also would like to emphasize my favorite girl (IF I WERE A GUY)

Physically:

a) Ada tahi lalat bawah mata. Because I think girl with this mole looks pretty and cute especially if that girl got fair skin. Just like this girl below

siapakah gadish ini??

b) Girl with high cheekbones. She got a very sweet and cute smile, I think. Pipi nampak tembam gitu.

actually, make-up can make your cheekbones look higher. Blusher kena betul lah.

Dari segi attitude pulak:

1. Girl yang MANJA really ease me. Manja disini bermaksud, suka dan sentiasa mahu dibelai, suka dibuli dan membuli, tune sura dan bahasa yang lemah gemalai. However, she knows when to be pampered and not.

2. GEDIK naturally. Gedik yang bukan dibuat untuk menarik pehatian orang (atau lelaki2). I have one girlfriend with this attitude, At first, I thought se was trying to attract peep's attention, then after knowing her good enough, then I know, this is just so her. This kind of attitude really light up my day.

3. Bonus: can DANCE.
Bukan setakat boleh ber DDR (bcos orang yang badan keras macam tunggul jugak boleh ber ddr) tetapi boleh goyang hips and head gitu.
So, kalau bosan2 duk rumah, boleh lah " sweetheart, do gee gee gee plzz" OR " sayang, lets tango~"

taken from: snsdkorean.files.wordpress.com

-aiera, cud it be u are girls fave girl?? lol! Love u~-

So, ~Favorite girl~ done. shud I do ~Favorite Boy~ pulak?? oh yea, i've done it before. but roughly sahaja. boleh check here.

putih itu suci, hitam itu menawan

2010-03-15T11:39:00.004+08:00

maksud post kali ini?
ditujukan khas buat kawan2 yang tengah ber "internship" yang berada di melata tempat malaysia or luar malaysia.

teknologi memang membantu kita untuk mengeratkan silaturrahim. especially internet di ofis ini. kalau bosan2, tak dok kejo, boleh lah bukak2 facebook, blogspot or anything yang membolehkan awda semua untuk melihat gambar2 terbaru kawan2 awda.
atau awda jugak boleh ber'e-mel' dan berchatting untuk bertanya khabar.

taken from site: fam-broe.dk

"kau apa khabar sekarang? selalu x turun site?" untuk yang kerja site.
"so, how's life? best duk opis je?" untuk yang kerja consultant.

rasa nak gelak pun ada bila nengok gambar2 terbaru awda semua.
ada yang putih (itu suci) ada jugak yang dah hitam(itu menawan).
ada yang kurus (kerja teruk sangat lah ni) dan ada pulak yang dah tembam (cute wat)
its ok people, apa yang penting, ilmu tu ilmu~~

me pulak?? still the same je, luaran dan dalaman(yawww~)

post ini sempena half-way-to-go-to-end-this-working-life

oh yeah, nak tambah lagi antara criteria chatters yang xsukai.
"guna caps lock." oh annoying, such an eyesore. sila off caps lock sblum berchatting ye.

chat chat

2010-03-09T09:22:00.003+08:00

u always chat??
- always~

with whom?
- frens and famili (kwn UTP, hari2)

u like chatting2?
- with boyfrens i prefer chatting
with gefrens i like to talk face to face (gusip2)

what IM do u use?
- ym, gtalk, msn, skype, facebook. (why? mau add?)

do u have any attitude from the chatters that u dislike?
- of course i have severals. here:
if i text u first, dont answer me with "?" only. it shows how lazy u are to reply my text. answer "ya" enough.
2. emhhh....lain2 biar lah disimpan, temporarily. :P

how do u show ur angriness in chatting?
- i didnt reply ur text. or suddenly i go offline forever like forever. (ok, suddenly offline boleh jadi, line tiba2 down or black out) and i reply ur text "mcm-org-xnak-layan".
*example "mcm-org-xnak-layan":

kwn zuzi: im going to pasar mlm. wanna kirim anything?
zuzi: xpelah.

kwn zuzi: just now, i went to pasar malam, i met ur frens, c-ali and c-abu and also c-joyah.
zuzi: ouhh.

how long was ur longest chat, with whom?
- from 1am tu almost 5am. with....ada lah sorang kawan.

what do u usually talk about in IM?
- merapu dan merepek. lain org lain lah rapunya.

do u have any one particular favorite chatter?
- of course lah ADA!

I KNOW U BLOGGERS OUT THERE READ THIS,
NOW, I TAG U!

itu nafsu

2010-03-06T08:35:00.005+08:00

penah x rasa mcm ni?

u wanna see that person badly,
u want that person very much,
u feel like going crazy if u see that person offline in your chat list,

but then,
when that person standing right in front of u, talking to you,

u feel nothing...
no special feeling.

knpa kah??

kwn ckp, itu nafsu
or itu rindu???
lol!!
if i miss someone, i like to write about it and later2, i'll read it again and i will think,
omg...apa ni?? ahahah....

tapi ini bukanlah menulis luahan rasa, tapi tengah menyiapkan project

apa tujuan post ku ini sbnarnya??
kkkhhh....idk

typical girl

2010-03-03T09:35:00.008+08:00

yes, i am just one ordinary, common, typical girl....
because.....
i can go crazy over hensem guys that appear on television....

ok, i go craze over hensem guys yg kat tv only ok. klu ada depan mata, mampu adore dlm hati sahaja. cukup!
dari dulu memang lah suka dengan c-guy ini....then, bila dah bosan, suka pulak sama c-guy itu. sampai lah sekarang.
but, i dont really have a lot of guys that i really "fell-in-love"
"fell-in-love" here means,
1) i searched about them, the birthdays, ages and any personal information that available to see.
2) i downloaded or collected their pics for my own collection.
3) i watched and bought their movies or dramas or albums.
4) i browsed the YouTube to find any related videos.

based on the consequences, here, i am revealing those guys yg berjaya seek my attention.

James Lance Bass (Nsync)

1999-2001

dolu-dolu, i suka sangat dengan kumpulan Nsync. masa kat skolah ugama dulu, ktorng satu geng suka sama ini group. so, among those five gorgeous boys, i like Lance Bass the best.
i still remember how we used to cut their pics from magazine and gather them in one file. collection kan....cool ouhh....fan~

I bought this "Celebrity" album. Bought the cassette. (dulu2 kan)

inilah Lance Bass. cute ouh.

then, dengar2 pulak....rupa-rupanya dia ni:

ok! nice confession there boy~

Bae Yong Joon
2002

remember this guy???
yes, that star from winter Sonata. so, i go crazy over this guy because i watched Winter Sonata.

i used to think, he is the most handsome guy ever appeared on tv.
i bought a lot of his pictures for collection of course....skrang, xtau all those pics dh pegi ke mana.

Jesse McCartney
2005

this is the face of him when i first time spotted him on tv. i saw his music video of Beautiful Soul. I fell in love at first sight at him and fell in love at the first listen at his song, Beautiful Soul. so, i decided to buy his album (masa ni beli cd dah, up ckit)

ni muka jesse bila dah matured ckit.

Jun Matsumoto
2007

yes.....that guy from Hana Yori Dango and Gokusen 1.

the character is so cool that i fell for it. he is one of the members of Arashi. but i dont like to see them, so jambu, too sissy.... kkhhhh....
i bought one of his dvd, a muvi called Sisterly Love. a story about a sister and brother fall in love. kinda stupid, thats why, i dont like that movie.

Jin Akanishi

2008

i spotted this guy froma drama, Gokusen 2. the first time i saw him. ouh...biasa aja. then, the watak is getting cooler and i started to get attention to him. so, after finished watching the drama, google2 about him.
Then, found some videos in YouTube. he's a singer and also a member of Kat-tun. to see him dance and sing, im starting to falllll deeper....huhuhuh.....

Jang Geun Suk
2010

ok....i already post about You're Beautiful during my previous post. so, now, kerja aku browse video2 about this guy at YouTube. hari ini better dr semalam lah. I just think he's cute and funny.

"drinks? ouhh...you're kinda conservative"

2010-02-20T10:03:00.006+08:00

last night, i went to Auntie Janet's house. open house for CNY.
dah org jemput, pegi jelah. Besides, ada kawan yg willing to fetch me. Rugi la plk kalu x pegi.

Ed (site engineer in Petar) fetched me together with Em (drafter in Petar) and Eve (cleaner in Petar). All of them are philipinos. ok.

we were like the first participants to arrive there. even makanan pun belum ready lagi. its ok, godek2 dia punya gula2 dulu. then, we ate this fruits (stroberi, grapes, banana) yang bersalut coklat. the best part, kita sendiri yang meyaluti fruits dengan coklat yang terletak di coklet fountain. nice ouhh....

something mcm ni lah.

lepas tu, barulah kami pergi memakan hidangan yang dsediakan oleh chef Melayu di datangkan khas dari KL. i ate Laksa Johor which was very RICH! Wuhh.....so nice~

dah hbs makan2, kami pun lepak2 diluar rumah. duduk2, menikmati ais kacang ditemani alunan music ala2 latin gitu. tiba2 the daughter of Auntie Janet said "U guys wanna drink beer?"

budak2 philipino yang duduk semeja dengan aku ni cam segan2. but still, they took 3 tins of Tiger. Then, sorang dak pilipine ni nk menghulurkan one tin to me, i was like, senyum saja lah. sambil menyuap2 ice kacang ke dalam mulut.
that guy pun bersuara, "ouh..you're kinda conservative"
haha...paham x?
to sit one table with tins of Tiger really gave me not-so-good-vibe.
aku tengok, c-Ed ni pun minum. but, he told me, kalau setakat lima tin, dia boleh tahan lagi lah.
"can u still drive after this? i still wanna live ouhh" i told him that, joked.

nasib baik ada Yanti datang, dengan anak2 nya. so, i joined them lah kat dalam rumah. men2 dengan anak2 nya. Cute dan nakal~~

Fortunately, masa lepak sama Auntie Pajun, she offered to send me back home because she knew that im kinda afraid to go back with those frens. Thank you very much Auntie!!!

so, around 10pm, i reached home. masuk2 rumah, my mom said, "lewatnya balik~"

*ok mom, kalau kat UTP, kul 10 or 11 baru nak kuar berjoli.

dah,wanna open new story now.

btw, i am currently addicted to this korean drama, "You're Beautiful"
memang dah lama spotted this drama, then baru ada keinginan mahu nengok.
BEST GILER GILER GILER OK!!!

Lucu, romantic,dramatic.... a drama that can make my heart pounds...uhuuu...
crita ni ada ala2, Boys Over Flower. but i like this BETTER!
because, the male-man character is SUPER-KILLING. the female-main character also CUTE.
*i wont watch the drama if the man is not gorgeous

love his eyes.

OMG OMG OMG
i am so into this drama~ KILLING!!

kalau lah kan..kalau sajalah

2010-02-13T09:48:00.003+08:00

few weeks ago, i got fever, cough, flu dan yg sewaktu dengannya.

then, slps bbrapa hari aku sembuh. Syukur, Alhamdulillah.

minggu lepas, Auntie Pajun ckp, anaknya positif H1N1. so, walaupun she's not affected, but she could be the carrier.
that's why lah, she advise everyone in the office to go for giving-vaksin-for-free di stadium. (kerajaan Brunei memberi vaksin pencegah H1N1 secara percuma. lucky ohh~)
but, i was like. xpe kut. sbb aritu dah kena demam, xkan lah nak kena lagi.

masalahnya sekarang.
badan dah rasa panas sedikit. semalam ada lah bersin2, smpi slesema sekejap saja lah. now dah ok.

for sure ada insan yg akan bebel2 kalau aku kena flu lagi.

1st person: cuba tah berinject vaksin atu. mana tau kana lagi slesema apa. ani, batuk2 udah, badan pun panas. demam kali udah.

2nd person: kan i dah ckp, amik vitamin. antibodi u x kuat.

3rd person: amik madu x? arini dah makan madu lum?

aku malas mau ambil vaksin sbb aku xda IC brunei (merah biru or hijau)
balik miri ni, baru mau cari vitamin yea.
madu ada makan, tapi jarang sbb my dad punya madu. so, kesian lah, dia beli mahal2, aku plk yang bantai tiap2 pagi.

basically, macam ni lah. aku akan diserang flu at least once for everysem. last sem, kena 2 kali flu sbb ada gelombang H1N1 (tapi xpenah dikuarantin okhey).

so, doakan saya dan kwn2 dan keluarg2 spy sihat dr semua jenis penyakit!

oh girls...

2010-02-10T08:05:00.003+08:00

mari buat perbandingan antara dua lirik lagu dari band indonesia yang berbeza ini.

first lirik:

Hafizah by Sembilan

Hafizah kau gadis yang paling cantik
Hafizah kau gadis yang paling manis

Hafizah kau gadis yang paling seksi
Hafizah kau gadis yang paling baik

Sungguh ku tak mengerti ini bisa terjadi padaku
Ku cinta padamu ku sayang padamu oh Hafizah

Reff:
Sungguh mati ku ingin bisa mendapatkan dirimu
Walau begitu jauh ‘tuk bisa berjumpa denganmu
Sungguh mati ku ingin bisa mendapatkan dirimu
Walau begitu jauh ‘tuk bisa berjumpa denganmu

Dengarkanlah hatiku ku yang mencintaimu sejak dulu
Jangan engkau ragu-ragu kepadaku oh Hafizah

Sungguh mati ku ingin bisa mendapatkan dirimu
Walau begitu jauh ‘tuk bisa berjumpa denganmu

courtesy of FunLirik.Com

and then, we go for second lyric:

Kekasih Halal by Wali band

aku telah lelah
memilih memilah mencari wanita
siapakah dirinya
yang kan menjadi kekasih halalku

tiba-tiba aku terpana
ada kejutan tak terduga

dia gadis berkerudung merah
hatiku tergoda tergugah
tak cuma parasnya yang indah
dia baik dia soleha

Dia gadis berkerudung merah
bawalah diriku padanya
takkan habis ku berdoa
jadi kekasih halalnya

jadikan diriku halal
memeluk halal menciummu
lekaslah jangan tunda
untuk menjadi kekasih halalku

itu itu dia gadis berkerudung merah
hatiku tergoda tergugah
tak cuma parasnya yang indah
dia baik dia soleha

coustesy of liriklagu-top.blogspot

so, nampak ngak perbedaan antara dua lirik ini?
kepada anda yang bijaksana lagi cemerlang, boleh lah meneka apa yang cuba disampaikan pada post kali ini....

sekian, terima kasih.

lamak dah xnangis

2010-02-05T12:56:00.005+08:00

bukan lah teringin gila nak nangis....
tp, dah lama x tengok muvi yang sedih sampai boleh nangis teresak2...

last night, i watched this korean movie, Haeundae.

Ya Rabbi, sedih eyh...kalah ceta hindustan.
kadang2 kalau nengok ceta sedih. nangis pun sikit2 saja. setitis saja air mata keluar.
tapi, masa tengok cerita pasal Tsunami melanda ni, hadoii...air mata dah jadi macam air paip.
sedih sangat~~
best lah. when i watched the first part of this movie, rasa cam mengantuk dah mata. (tambahan lagi memang penat balik kerja)
but then, bila part tsunami mahu menyerang.... dah, bulat jak mata.

cerita yang berbaloi dtengok dengan famili atau kawan2, ada unsur2 sedih, kasih sayang and lawak pun ada. thumbs up lah!

jangan pandang

2010-02-03T15:27:00.002+08:00

there is one person, the more i see that person, the more i want to have a dslr.....
so, kalau nak selamat, jangan pandang dan jangan tengok.
duduk diam2 sudah.

hahhh....mengidam2....

ok, im not going to miri this week. tunggu CNY saja...cuti2 kan....

decision, good or bad?

2010-02-01T12:35:00.003+08:00

my entry this time around in Bahasa Brunei. Sory to my readers yg xpaham. because, its been a long time I dont use bhs brunei in my blog.

ok, minggu ani (ari-4) bos bini ngn bos laki kan ke miri. biasalah, kan meliat2 kabun. biasanya, durang ke miri, ari-4(patang, lps kraja) then ari-5 balik lah.

masalahnya, aku ani nda tau lagi kan ikut kah inda. mun kan ikut, tepaksa tah ku minta cuti tuk hari jumat.(putung lagi gaji). fine, masalah putung gaji, nda lah ku kisah sangat. tapi, dlm bulan 12 aritu ada dah ku cuti sehari. ani, kan cuti lagi?? malar jua dang~~

kuat hati ku kan ke miri atu. rindu rah Eqah nad Sarah. lagipun, hajat kan membali keyboard lagi. cemani kan ni??

i am so feelingless

oh DSLR~

2010-01-23T11:13:00.007+08:00

camera DSLR stands for Digital Single Lens Reflex.
i've been wanting to own it. really want it!
because i like to capture every moment that i see.
this addiction doesnt come without a reason. Since i study in UTP, those frens keep on buying this thing (i say it as if that thing really cheap hoh) and come out with wonderful pics.

I like to take candid picture. I'm not really into landscape.
I wanna take pics of emotions, love, happiness, sadness and etc.

but then, i want to come out with pictures that have very great tone, color and angle.
i wanna shoot a breathtaking moment.

and this wont do without a "great dslr"
but if i have to spent thousands....thousandsss...of dollar, then forget it~
tak sanggup...
lol!

i wanna shoot like this person:
love it

GREAT!! double thumbs up!

or this person:
beautiful

NICE!! full of spice of life~

do i really need a ot of dollars if i wanna shoot like them??
hmmmmmm

which one is better?

it's really confusing, really it is

2010-01-16T16:31:00.004+08:00

sometimes kan, org akan cakap, hanya kita yang akan tahu apa yang kita nak.

tp, kan aku sendiri xtahu apa yang aku nak.

have u ever felt something like, u REALLY WANT this, you really really want it. but then, when it seems to getting close to you, u no longer want it~
because, u seems to want something else....
oh...tamak myb~

i am suppose to write an entry about my bufday (yesterday okhey) but then, malas teramat. memang dah fikir lah nak tulis apa....next bufday myb~ ngeh~~~

currently im staying at my aunt's house coz my parents went to miri khamis aritu. semalam they went back to brunei already.

then, my mom called pagi tadi, macam agak marah lah sebab she told me already to balik on friday. ayat my mom, "nurul dah nda mau balik kah?"
ohohoho....terasa again my mom~

oryte mama, im going back lah today~~ rinduuu sudahhh....
durian jugak menunggu.....

i like to live here(my aunt's house) sebab rapat dengan suma anak2 nya, walupun antara 6 org beradik hanya sorang pompuan.
rasa mcm most welcome kalau datang cni sebab, ada 2 org budak comel ini akan selalu excited when they know im gonna stay at their house. tadi, masa balik kerja, diorang siap buka kan pintu kereta lagi sambil tersenyum riang...wohooo...rasa mcm princess ada~~
(ni yg mmbuat rasa nak ada anak sendiri) ohohoho....

inilah mereka 6 beradik. See, 2 little boys there, itulah peminat ku (Akem and Ayis)

thats all for now.

Its all about the comedy-romantic drama

2010-01-14T08:31:00.005+08:00

currently, I am so addicted to this Taiwan Drama, Hi My Sweetheart.
its a brand new drama, belum habis ditayangkan lagi pun. still got 2 more episodes to go, if im not mistaken.

how did i know about this drama??
i was just randomly browse2 video at YouTube, then i spotted this drama. tengok ckit2 pun dah tau, it is a very good drama. funny, hilarious and romantic.

then, when i look at the main characters, "wooo...not bad".
besides, i have watched Rainie's drama before, Why Why Love, and from there, i know she is a very good actress.
the hero pulak, I have never watched any of his dramas, but one thing for sure, he is gorgeous~
so, i decided to follow this drama.
it's aired only once a week. so, i have to wait for a week for another episode lah.

whats the drama is all about, i dont want to story lah sebab you can surf it anywhere.
The best part about this drama actully is the man-main character. he was a dork who later turns to a real hunk....damn real hunk.

and i like the combination of Rainie and Show Lou. Very beautiful!

kalau ada masa boleh tengok diorang punya video at YouTube, "In Your Eyes"...sweet~

and, betapa saya ingin nyatakan bahawa drama ini telah merasuk ke jiwa, sampaikan the OST dah jadi my message alert and my ringtone.
suka the song masa intro (Ai Feng Tou) and Biological Clock. Both are sing by Show Lou himself.
(fyi, i seldom change my ringtone, apatah lagi message alert. since i bought my SE, this "Hi My Sweetheart OST" is my 2nd message alert)

you think, for the best

2010-01-06T12:14:00.006+08:00

i dont have anything to update about my life here. suma mcm biasa2 aja. masuk ofis duduk, surf internet sambil membaca/memahami/belajar tender Bills of Quantities.

so, my entry now is about some ideas that i wanna share. Its about several matters that i see/observe in my everyday life.

MAIN KAYU TIGA.

I have to admit, there are some friends/relatives of mine yang main kayu tiga walaupun dah berpunya(gf/bf or married). but then, when i see the 3rd person, chahh....xdak lah bagus sangat. apasal boleh curang nie.

yes, myb ada certain qualities yang tidak ada pada pasangannya tetapi ada pada 3rd person. But i cannot say anything to her/him, because i dont know myself. myb, one day i am the one yg commit this problem, who knows.
BUT, i am gonna make 3 column, if i wanna commit it.
(i call the 3rd person as "3rdman" and my couple as "myman")

1. the 3rdman must be more good looking than myman.
muka kena lebih handsome, badan kena lebih tough, tinggi kena lebih tinggi, kulit kena lebih cerah, hidung kena lebih mancung, bibir kena lebih merah, senyum kena lebih manis, suara kena lebih sedap dan semuanya kena lebih lah.....

p/s: chahh....buat apa aku nak berscandal kalau myman lebih menarik dr 3rdman. balik rumah jumpa husband yang lebih handsome, then jumpa scandal muka xda lah berapa sangat. buang karen je nak berscandal.

2. the 3rd man must be richer than myman. 3rdman kena belanja makan setiap kali kluar, bawa shopping kesana sini, drive kereta lebih mewah, rumah pun lebih besar, pakai baju pun yg high brand punya and paling penting suka bagi hadiah melimpah ruah!

p/s: what do you expect kalau nak berscandal? of cos lah keseronokan yang lebih dari apa yang myman boleh bagi. so, kalau 3rdman jenis yang cikai2 shja, makan pun kena bayar sendiri, nak bwa keluar pun stakat pegi taman, jalan2. BOSAN, bgus duk rumah "bermesra" dengan org rumah.

3. Ok, kalau lah dah cukup syarat yang 1 and 2, then, I will think again and again and again, kenapa mesti mewujudkan org ke-3?
i'll think again and flash back all the suka dan duka that me and myman have been through together to reach up to this point. im very sure its not an easy journey(eventhough i dont know yet). my pendirian tetap sama, percintaan dan asmara yang HALAL adalah yang TERBAIK.

well, my readers, jangan salah faham pulak dengan post kali ini. ini bukanlah post, "ciri-ciri lelaki idaman saya". apa yang telah dibincangkan hanyalah perkara yang mungkin terjadi kepada kita di masa hadapan, atau mungkin sekarang telah terjadi. so, kalau nak berscandal, its up to you, tapi fikirlah yang terbaik untuk diri sendiri, pasangan dan org2 yang terlibat.

yesterday and today

2009-12-29T10:06:00.006+08:00

i feel free, too free....
then, i feel bored....too bored...

because my SV isnt around and bos also.
my sv isnt around because his mother passed away during the last chrismas, oh sedihnya....
bygkan kehilangan mama masa 1st day of raya.... nooo...
but, when a person is gone, then, she's gone...dah takdir kan...

oh, my point for this post actually about what happened yesterday.
since my sv's mom passed away, so we (satu ofis) pergi lah menziarahi beliau.
we went to attend the funeral ceremony at church.
ok, that was my first time went to a church.
(atas pendapat kwn2 ku mengenai menghadiri upacara ini , aku pun setuju pegi. lgpun, ada lg ofismate muslim yang lain jugak ikut)
rasa macam nervous lah jugak sblum nak masuk. then, dah msuk, duduk. its beautiful in there, as i expected. rumah ibadat kan, mestilah lawa.
it was stated on the programme book, ceremony will start at 2pm. and it was start at 2pm, memang xde tangguh2 sebarang 5-10 min lah. sharp at 2pm, the priest came.
everyone rised. so, did i.
sambil alunan piano and choir, hadirin yang lain pun berlagu yang aku langsung xpaham pun liriknya. xpham pun xpe kut. but i like the alunan piano, i cant help it, i like music afterall.

then, bermulalah acara2 yang aku pun xsure apa benda dia buat. my intention just to see my sv, setakat nak menzairahi. so, i hve no interest on what was happening.
org berdiri, aku berdiri.
org duduk, aku duduk.
org melutut, aku duduk lagi.

so, basically, what i did, duduk berdiri, duduk berdiri. rasa cam lawak pun ada. its ok lah, at least aku tau lah jugak ritual activity of other religion.

sempat lah jugak, i snap satu gmba. sbg bukti dan kenangan. yeay~

ok, pasal today pulak. Alhamdulillah, rezeki mencurah-curah.
duit my monthly elaun petronas and duit buku dah masuk.
then, pagi tadi, i got my cheque from Janet. wohooo...gaji pertama lahh!!

i hope u cant see whats amount written there.
thats all bebeh...tataatatatata~~

bila rasa cam depress

2009-12-14T12:01:00.004+08:00

salam and hi!

to be honest, so far, i dont find my internship here is fascinating. I dont like it here, to be honest. but yet, I dont hate it. Its just, nothing intresting. Yes, the senior engineers here are very helpful. but, ada jenis yang tak paham "I am a trainee here"
dont expect me to do your 1 hour job in 1 hour. I cant do that. Really cant!

dah lah duk cni memang xda geng. bosan eyh. myb, aku dah terbiasa dgn life yang banyak geng, banyak rakan sebaya disekeliling.
Thank God, when i come home, i can meet my family, otherwise, aku rasa mesti aku mengalami depression dah.

Wekend saja lah rasa cam best. banyak boleh buat. walaupun wekend ku hanyalah 1 and a half day.
Baru 3rd week, i gotta be strong. Hopefully, I can gain somthing here and in the same time, having fun jobing here.

Thats all!

mahu makan...
-lunch time-

My Industrial Training

2009-12-02T10:33:00.004+08:00

salam to my readers,

The first week of my INDUSTRIAL TRAINING at Petar Perunding, Gadong, Brunei Darussalam has ended, let say smoothly.

Memang tarak ada kerja sangat, the engineers just asked me to do some hand calculation, untuk menghayati dan memahami katanya. Ada engineer nama Paulie rasanya (kalau aku x salah pendengaran) tunjukkan design of bangunan using ORION. I wanna install in my laptop but then x dapat. tak tahu lah kenapa. myb sebab the software itself very high standard lah.

Mostly the workers here Chinese, Indian and Philippines. Rasanya yg betul2 Bruneian, mmng tak ramai. aku just jumpa sorang kakak melayu je, myb kerani.

The staffs pun ramah, and mostly they dont know that i can speak bhs Brunei, thats why, end up ckp bhs Malaya.

talk about Malaya, rasa cam perasaan masih tertinggal kat UTP. hopefully, hari2 intern ku dpt lah mengubati rasa rindu kat UTP. my playlist kat dlm hp msh lagi lagu2 sama time exam week hari tu. so, everytime i hear those songs, teringat lah saat2 di IRC.

banyak jugak benda yang akan berubah dan ku tinggalkan selama lapan bulan ni. Meluangkan lebih masa with my parents and do some photography session with my cousin. O yea, smlm dah buat 1st session and hasilnya telah di upload in our own flickr, http://www.flickr.com/photos/zaipun

silalah melawat. the pix kurang kualiti ckit, amateur lah katakan~

today, 2nd session akan diadakan di rumah nini sebelum diroboh.

All the best to us.

Its a Party in UTP

2009-11-22T07:10:00.005+08:00

Alhamdulillah, famili day Civilians 06/07 yang kami plan dlm masa yang singkat berjaya dilaksanakan dengan jayanya. famili day ini bertujuan untuk bermesra bersama cosmate untuk kali terakhir sebelum semuanya melangkah kedunia "INTERNSHIP"

tahniah kpd:

diRECTOR; Akmal

setiausaha; Khairil Asrap a.k.a Kash

registrar; Ahmad Shazwan Fikri a.k.a Waneam

Game planners; Izzat, Hazwan@Awe, Hafiz@Castello and Raja Ahmad Farhan

and also, SV kpd s.u; saya sendiri!

Ribuan terima kasih yang tak terucapkan kepada yang datang pada mlm 21/11/2009. tak kesahlah anda datang untuk bersuka ria, memberi pertolongan ataupun saja2 tuk makan2, kehadiran anda amat lah dihargai.

i am so honored to be one of the organizers. walaupun the only girl. I can tell, if its about "gathering" you can just call me anytime, for sure im gonna do it!

nothing precious than some good memories before i left this UTP for 8 months.

and last night, that was really a good damn sweet memory!

briefly, im gonna tell what happened last night.

first, we did a photo shoot for one batch. amik dalam court badminton. Thanks kpd Najib selaku photographer.

siap2 ambil gambar, semua gerak kekawasan court volley ball untuk Sukaneka. At the same time, Dance Dance Revolution(DDR) juga dijalankan kat dalam gelanggang skuasy. terima kasih kpd Hanan and Aliya sbb sudi meminjamkan dance-mat and laptop, dan jugak kpd Azmi a.k.a WaQ krn menyumbangkan sound system yg semestinya menyemarakkan lgi kehebatan DDR. Memang main best giler sebab siap ada projector lagi, so that peeps from outside can see.

untuk sukaneka pulak, macam2 lah games such as

Baling baloon, kalau masa kena baling tu, beloon pecah, best oooo. habis basah baju.

Cari cili padi dalam tepung, memang habis putih lah siapa yang pakai hitam.

Bawa air guna tangan masuk dalam botol. yang ni memang hilarious sangat sbb semua group nak main kotor, ada yang bawak terus air dlm baldi masuk dlm botol, ada yang bawak air guna mulut and ada yang bawak terus botol penuh berisi air. Seriously, gelak sampai muka rasa nak kejang.

i didnt involve much in the games cos i was busy counting votes.

habes semua Sukaneka, main volley ball pulak. Main tuk suka-suka sahaja lah. yes! Rindu sangat nak tengok aksi HOT pemain volleyball civil. and last night, walaupun main suka2, that was enough.

kat dalam gelanggang skuasy, berlangsungnya battle of DDR. sambutan amat mengalakkan. i was glad that peeps eager to see this DDR, and masuk ja battle walaupun jarang main. tapi, kadang2 lucu habes(credit to ijat) sebab tengok yg first time main, terkinja-kinja xtahu nak pijak step yang mana. lol!

then, makan2. memang ramai yang bwk makanan spt sandwich, chips, sate and all the junk foods. Thanks kpd Atifah yang sponsor air oren. Sory guys sebab masa makan lambat ckit. masa tu semua pun dah kebuloq, kesian~

then, for closing ceremony, diadakan final DDR. tahniah kpd pemenang2.

1st place: Aliya

2nd place: Edgar

3rd place: Hanan

4th: tuan diRECTOR

then, pengumuman untuk calon2 yang mendapat votes terbanyak bagi kategori2 berikut:

cosmate yang paling POYO: Kash

cosmate yang paling SERIUS: Abdullah

cosmate yang paling lucu: Kash

cosmate yang paling AWAL DATANG CLASS: Edgar

cosmate yang paling LAMBAT DATANG CLASS: Syamil a.k.a Kengkang

cosmate yang paling DISAYANGI LECTURER: Edgar

cosmate yang TAK MANDI DATANG CLASS: AWE. quote ckit ucapan Awe, "saya memang tak sangka anda semua perasan yang saya tak mandi,"

QUEEN OF CIVIL July 06/07: Hanan

KING OF CIVIL July 06/07: Raja

selesai penyampaian hadiah, kami semua pun menyanyikan lagu When You Believe beramai-ramai. Thanks kpd Shahril Anwar a.k.a Wawa yang sudi jadi bidan terjun emcee. Good job!

itulah penghujung famili day kami. Ada lah beberapa orang yang stay, balik lambat ckit sbb nak berbattle DDR. lepak kejap, sembang2 then, baru lah balik~

TERIMA KASIH SEKALI LAGI UNTUK SEMUA!

SELAMAT BERINTERN AND JUMPA LAGI 8 MONTHS LATER, INSYALLAH~

LOVE YOU ALL!!!

Let's end this beautifully....

2009-11-19T15:30:00.003+08:00

sem ni paling kurang blogging,

i dont know why, katakan busy, memang tipu lah

i dont have any commitment to any clubs nemore.

all i have, my friends, study and UTP.

lebih kurang seminggu lagi, i'm gonna leave this UTP, for about 8 months, to go for my internship at Brunei.

yes, 8 months, maybe tak lah lama sangat... tup tap tup tap.... dah datang balik UTP as final year students, insyaALLAH....

Im kinda sad when I think this sem gonna end, sedihhh~~

memang lah rasa membara-bara sebab tak sabar mahu berintern. macam penat ni stadi....

tapi, bila mengingatkan life UTP yang kalepool ini, hiba la jugak.

ask me, why hiba? whts so special about this sem?

ok, sem ni macam sem yang banyak enjoy lah, tapi stadi tetap stadi yeaa. pegi ipoh, tgk wayang, then buat benda2 aaa...yea, my close frens tau lah. no need to mention.

then, sem ni jugak sem terakhir bersama member2 final year yang dikenali melalui club UCITY (always in my heart). Its been a great pleasure to know these peeps. I dont have to mention the names, but u all, memang senior yang sappoting. kalau dah kerja semua dengan komitment tersendiri, tp bila dah "diluar bekerja" masing2 dengan kesengalan masing2. dok rok nak layan.

Truthfully speaking, i will never ever forget kenangan UCITY stall, berbuka puasa dkampung baru, Singapore trip, Pakeeza, Bowling and others. i got all the pics, so there's no reason for me to forget the moment.

Then, cerita pasal my life as Civil students. I love my coursemates, tak kesah lah siapa anda. i hate none of you and i love all of you. This sem, i spent most of my "berjoli" time with my cosmates. macam2 dah dibuat. macam-macam ok!

sampai yg jadi kontroversi pun ada. penat lah jadi orang glamor nie.... ngahahah~

kenangan dlm lec hall, lab highway mahupun lab wastewater, stadi d IRC, supper di Ameeth, semua akan terpahat di jiwa dan sanubari ku ini (mode: layan rock kapak)

i keep all the pics, so that it will remain forever in my heart....wah~

nak packing pun malas, (yea, im the most malas person when it comes to packing).

tapi, harus juga packing awal2.

im done meluah perasaan.

p/s: i still have one more paper to go.

Wassalam.

bila gelora sudah tidak terkawal~

2009-10-30T18:26:00.003+08:00

wahh....sudah sekian lama tidak blogging, suddenly i got some semangat to post something.

dulukan, masa sekolah menengah, cikgu BM suruh buat presentation mengenai masalah remaja sekarang. Since, i dont like topic2 yang bosan, spt Vandalism, Gengsterism dan yg sewaktu dengannya, so i chose nak buat mengenai couple dikalangan remaja sekolah. Then, I asked the cikgu, apa tajuk yang sesuai. Then, he suggested, "Gelora Remaja"

Since then, I really like perkataan GELORA kalau nak kaitan perkara2 couple.

lately, i've been surrounded by the sound of masalah couple. Tak kisah lah, he/she is my friend or not.

Ingin memetik ayat dari buku bertajuk Bercinta Sampai Kesyurga, "Cinta itu kurap, makin di garu makin sedap."

Yes, sedappp...tapi effect nya? kita sendiri pun tau kan.....

Semua sudah maklum, bercinta memang sweet. Duh... siapa tak hepi kalau tau ada orang suka dengan kita, lebih2 lagi kalau kita pun suka orang tu. So, kalau dah sama2 suka, apa ditunggu? let make one step ahead.yea~

But then, sweet nya hanya disitu. I've watched enough, how my friends were suffering because of love. kalau dah perang, semua benda pun jadi tak kena. mau stadi ngak bole, mau tido ngak lena, mau makan jugak susah mau nelan makanannya.

So, dalam masa beberapa bulan/tahun, setelah penat bergaduh hari2, si bf pun malas nak melayan rajuk si gf, si gf jugak menyampah dengan perangai si bf. Clash lah!!

Done....

masuklah si dia dalam koleksi EX mu~

niat di sini bukan nak mengutuk atau mengeji kapel2 diluar sana. Hanya ingin meluahkan pendapat sahaja.

I admit, i used to have one. 6 years ago. Masa masih lagi kanak2 kan, form 2. I'm not going to say it was "cinta monyet" because it wasnt. I know exactly how i feel by that time. I clearly understand all the time that I've been through.

Now, i only aim to bercinta with my real one. Biarlah bercinta secara halal, yang diredhai Allah.

Memetik lirik lagu Destinasi Cinta - Mestica

destinasi cinta yang ku cari

sebenarnya terlalu hampir

hanya kabur kerana dosa didalam hati

telah ku redah daerah cinta

yang lahir dari wadah yang alpa

tiada tenang yang ku temui

hanya kecewa menyelubungi

lirik ini adalah kesimpulan post kali ini~

"I dont want my love to go to waste"

Rayaku 2009

2009-09-29T18:42:00.006+08:00

yeay finally, ada mood nak blogging and ada benda best nak d share.

so, we are still in bulan Syawal selepas berpuasa 29hari buat umat diMalaysia and 30hari buat umat di Brunei.

yess...Brunei raya lambat 1 hari dr Malaysia. by the time malaysian menyambut 1st Aidilfitri, org2 di Brunei masih lagi berlapar (berpuasa). It doesnt matter. thts not what i wanna tell here.

I think, I feel, I know and I am sure that this year Raya, sangat best (pernah kah raya ku xbest?? na..na...naa...naa..)

this year, memang sangat best. berbeza dr tahun2 sebelumnya.

Why is that so?

1. 1st day raya our family gather kat Brunei. Its been a long time since we gather at Rumah nenek during raya. before this, selalu rah miri jak. Atas sebab itulah aku dapat duit raya yang agak memberangsangkan...

2. Minggu raya ada lah minggu yang paling banyak buat BBQ. 3 malam berturut2 memanggang ayam dgn kambing(wajib!!). so, msa malam ketiga memang dah x larat nak mengigit daging kambing ya.

3. This year, I went to many frens' houses. walaupun dah kenal lama and tinggal satu miri, raya ni lah baru nak becarik rumah sidak. terutama si Faezah Sabawi, dah kenal 6 tahun, this year is the first time i went to her house. yang lain, kwn2 matrix and UTP.

4. During this raya holiday also, my Haziqah can speak quite well for a 1 year and 7 months child. And the most important issue here, she can call everyone smoothly and perfectly like "mama", "babah", "nene", "uda", "uwa" but once we told her to say "usu", it turns out to be "Aye". adooooo....so, it becomes my gelaran lah, "Aye..."

5. minggu yang paling banyak makan sebab mama masak atas request anak2 nya yang pelahap. ada yang mintak umai, ayam lengkuas and yang paling best, Mee Kuah. aaahhhh...nyaman eyhhhhh!!

6. dapat tetamu "orang semanjung". Sedap x buah dabai bro? ohohooo....

its always been my wish to have my frens to come to my house and meet my family and friends there. For that reason, I would be very excited if any of you wants to go to my house. lebih2 lagi kalau nak berkunjung ke Brunei. walaupun, nothing much there. hehhhh....

7. try buat kek tembikai. that kek, perlu di kukus berlapis2 and i did one big mistake when i wanna take the cake out from the loyang. so, lapisan nya terbahagi dua. uwaaa...hancooorr. tapi, the taste tetap mengancam walupun agak tak cantek.huhhhh....

8. kalau dapat baju raya memang dah biasa. this year, I got one gelang emas from nenek. myb, mahu menggantikan gelang silverku yang dah hilang manik2 nya. wahhh... sangat sayang dengan nenek ku, sebab aku the only granddaughter yang dapat. lol! and of course, i respond to her kindness, i gave her a wristwatch from Vincci.

9. dapat message2 raya dr kwn2 semua. org pertama yg masuk dlm inbox ku, Farah Hanan. masa tu, kami masih ada satu hari lagi nak berpuasa. and thanks also to kwn2 yang lain, walaupun kt jarang kontek but still, Hari Raya dapat juga wish2.

10. cuti raya UTP agak panjang dr IPT-IPT yang lain. lebih kurang 10 hari.woowww....

best..best!!!

so, gambar2 raya? nah...nah...

Raya Brunei:

Raya Miri:

hi!!

2009-09-13T03:59:00.001+08:00

skrang ni memang malas nak blogging.
nda tahu lah, kenapa~~

tujuan post ni,

lagu "Party In The USA by Miley Cyrus" makes me wanna dance all the timeeee

huhhhhh~~
addict2...

malam yg boring+blackout+berita gembira

2009-09-02T00:14:00.004+08:00

salam....

actully nak buat post psl my last weekend.

3hari cuti, 1 kellie's castle, 1 ipoh and 2 lumut.

but since, i havent got the pics for Lumut (from ayob), so malas nak ulas.

tonight, ingat nak buat kerja banyak2, since kerja pun banyak. then, tiba2 macam termalas. so, end up, golek2 atas katil, ber facebook and buat lah ckit2 lab report.

tiba2, dapat msg, dr unknown no.

rupa2nya, my fren from smk Luak dlu (form 2-3), by the name, Rozaidah.

ouuhhh...terharu sbb kwn lama kontek balik...

then, she asked me. bulan 12 ni, ada kat miri x?

by that time, i can smell somthing already.

so, i asked myb, i'll be around, insyaALLAH. why?

the replied:

im getting married this december.

see.............thats excatly what I was thinking.

Alhamdulillah, and tahniah diucapkan~~

i'll try my very best to attend the wedding ceremony. she's been so nice to me. and she is soooooooo damn cute, so of cos lah nak tengok at her seri pengantin and the groom also.

tiba2, tadi blackout, ilang suda semangat mau buat kerja. so, blogging lah. and melayan kawan yang ada masalah "cinta"....

nak dance~~ tapi, malas.....

someone's expression~

2009-08-25T07:40:00.003+08:00

you know, sometimes,
we wont be able to talk to tell people how we feel,
end up,
we give one expression and hoping that people will understand.

sometimes,
we try to hide the feelings and hoping that people will not understand.
end up,
people still recognize the expression because you do not know how to pretend.

i saw this one expression,
i saw this cool-calm-handsome expression,
but yet, it looked sooo lonely,
and it bothers me...really, it was bothering me~

why does it bother me?
bcoz, i saw it right after i laughed out loud with my frens. and somehow, i feel guilty and how come i can laugh when SOMEONE is lonely~

so, everyone out there, (especially for those who feels lonely)
be HAPPY, because we deserve to be HAPPY.
lebih2 lagi dibulan Ramadahan yang penuh mulia ini~
ingatlah, Allah sentiasa bersama kita.
and of cos, I'll be here, whenever you need.

i can feel the aura~

2009-08-17T23:12:00.008+08:00

Salam...
wekend ni,
semua umat Islam akan menyambut bulan Ramadhan Al-Mubarak.
dalam sekelip mata sahaja, dah nak puasa lagi...
are we ready for it? bersama2 kita bermuhasabah diri~

tapi kann...kalau dah dekat2 nak puasa,
of cos lah, RAYA pun terbayang2...

I called my mom this evening (bcos my sis texted me to call my mom)
and then kan...
my mom tanya, mau potong kain yang mana for this raya? ( I still hv several kain ber ela kat rumah yang belum ada masa/uwang untuk dihantar ke kedai jahit)
sebagai tambahan, my dad ada belikan kain lagi, BLUE (my fav kaler)
and my mom ckp, "cantek, jeles mama" ngahahaha~~

so, my final decision:

the blue-new-my-dad-bought kain
my-very-own-choice-green kain

potong dua sja, nda mampu mau potong bnyk~
aahhh...so excited. every year pun mcm ni, eventhough I already have my own kain, but still my parents will buy one for me (last year, my mom yang belikan).
the best part of this, its like a surprise. I wont see the kain, until I go back for cuti raya later, insyaAllah~

inilah kain yg mama belikan. sekali je pakai, masa UCITY Raya Dinner...

Ouh...btw,
I already bought a dance pad, jumat lepas.
memang dah lama mengidam, then jumpa org yg ada jual itu benda. So, apa lagi... terkorban, RM65. berbaloi-berbaloi... bukan stakat untuk fun, tetapi jugak untuk EXCERCISE.

baru perasan...

2009-08-09T14:02:00.005+08:00

everyone got their own interest on sumthing...

ada yang suka makan, suka ambil gambar, suka tengok Naruto, suka kejar perempuan, suka jadi cikgu and banyak lagi lah....

one person, maybe got like thousands of things that she/he likes
i like all those fascinating and unique stuffs, but not weird one...
bak kata seorang kawan ni kan, "fitrah manusia, sukakan sesuatu yang baik"

nak share psl satu "kesukaan"

Lighthouse

i really like to see lighthouse, tengok pemandangan, sebab selalunya lighthouse tepi laut...
so, kalau tengok gambar2 rumah api, mesti disertakan dgn langit yang merah keorenan dengan laut yang biru luas terbentang
Subahanallah...
kuasa Allah menjadikan alam ini sesuatu yang INDAH....

below are some examples of lighthouse yang kita biasa tengok

i always wish that someday, i will look with my very own eyes these kind of view and took pictures with lighthouse...

then, without knowing, i already did take one picture with a lighthouse.

i went to Marina Bay, masa cuti dua sem yang lepas. i took some pictures there with my kawan2 miri.
and then, baru2 ni, ada baca satu article pasal Marina Bay, Miri. it says that there is also a lighthouse there. so, i was kinda surprise and check balik all the pictures...

TRUE... i did take pictures with kuda laut light house...
Oh my God...tak perasan lah...

kalau tengok betul2, atas kepala kuda laut ada mcm satu tube kan? inilah lighthouse!!
ohohoho....

Apa kata sem ini?

2009-07-31T18:45:00.004+08:00

today, sudah tertampal official announcement, UTP di arahkan tutup...
so, im going to Johor tomorrow, my brother, Awang ada di sana, AND my parents+Ajis pun ada skali, makan angin kat Johor...

Thanks sangat2 yang tak terhingga kpd Habrah and Eton yang sudi menumpangkan hamba yang dagang melata ini~

tadi sempat lepak2 dgn Hanan, biasalah kalau udah Preq and Zue bergosip berdua, kengegehan, kekenjetan, semua terkeluar...

Apa kata sem ni:

1. be more of myself, so that i can enjoy myself to the fullest before pegi intern...
2. be more open-minded, terima segala kekurangan diri...
3. be more honest, jangan pendam perasaan lagi, air mata pun xmampu nak tanggung dah...
4. get along very well with all my friends especially my swakian and civilian frens...
5. terokai tempat2 yang belum dterokai..(klu ada sudi nak bwk lah)
6. top up balik apa2 amalan yang tertinggal...
7. cari boyfriend?? na..na...na..na...

apa yang penting, jadilah yang terbaik untuk diri sendiri dan orang sekeliling~

2009-07-28T09:19:00.003+08:00

kalau sem2 yang lepas, the first week of class, i already have something to write about...
this sem, rasa macam i got nothing interesting to share,
so, end up, malas mau buat new post

hari ini, hari selasa, the second week of my 3rd year 1st sem
AHA!
udah 3rd year yo....

last weekend i went to KL, saja2 mau ikut Aliya balik rumah macik/pacik dia.
for 2nd tym, berada dtengah2 keluarga orang Utara(Kedah)
macik and pacik Aliya sangat baik. Jamu kami dgn macam2 makanan, laksa, nasi lemak, jambu batu, and etc
anak2 macik pun comel2, especially Janah...uisshhh...gerammm...
sempat lah amik gmbaq ngn Janah..

tak banyak tempat yang dituju,
pergi subang, low yat plaza and Sogo (sell kan..)
beli 2-3 benda....
penat lah, tak larat nak jalan2. dah lah panas, then naik tren pulak kena bersesak2.
then, i was thinking, takkan tinggal di KL for the rest of my life (ahahahaha...)
tapi, we dont know right, kadang2 apa yang kita tak mau, itu lah yang Tuhan akan bagi, sebab Tuhan knows the best for us....

then kan,
semalam rasa macam demam, batuk2, sakit2 badan
since sekarang tengah menularnya influenza H1N1, so i was afraid, mana lah tau...dot..dot..dot...
so, i went to clinic, Puan dokter kata, im still ok, temp=37.4. almost lah~~

malam tadi tidur dengan selimut and kipas yang slow,
keluar peluh...
then, rasa macam panas pun dah kurang...
Thanks God. i feel better now~

in the future, this post will remind me of influenza H1N1

yes...itulah penantian~

2009-07-11T14:04:00.003+08:00

dah berapa lama xupdate??
uhuhuhu...

today, result final exam dah keluar.
so, hows mine...
walaupun my GPA down,
at least my CGPA go up...

memang lah agak kecewa at the first place,
but then i received this one mail,
it sounds like this:

Thank you for your application to join our company for your Industrial Training Programme. We are pleased to inform that we accept your request and would like to offer you a monthly allowance of BND ---- per month during your stay with us.

this is my second offer for internship. the first one i got during early of this month. both consultant company and both at Brunei Darusslam.
so, as for now, i really do not know which company to go. i have to ask my dad's opinion oso lah. which one does he prefer for me to go. and ask my ngangah yg kerja di JKR. i bet, she knows better.

looks like UTP sedang melambai2. banyak benda yang sedang menanti. another great semester, i hope.

Its been a week...

2009-06-02T18:46:00.006+08:00

Assalamualikum,

yea...dah seminggu duduk rumah.
rasa mcm heaven pun ada sebab kerja tidur makan, main ngn eqah and sarah, nengok TV, nengok Yakitate Japan, jalan2, lepak2 ngn siblings...and macam2 lah....

withing this one week,
i bought 2 things yang aku memang dah aim mau beli during this semester break.

no 1: shades

yea...akhirnya beli lah jugak. yalah, i bought it wasnt for fun or anything that can waste my money. I need to take a good care of my eyes. kami budak civil kan selalu pergi tempat panas2, berjemur bwh matahari yang terik. SO, kena lah ada shades untuk protect my mata.
aku beli pun sebab harga murah, ada sale. dari rm198 boleh dapat rm80 sahaja!
I beli jenama yang biasa2 aja, xmampu deyh nak beli Bonia ka, Guess kah, Elle ka~
I no intention mau beli ini shades actually, masa tu jalan2 kat parkson, tengok kedai2 baru. Then, kebetulan ada sales, apa lagi.... cocok duit, trus beli...

Porpoise. model: Maryam Amir

Then kan, i request to check my mata. and the result, I am rabun, rabun jauh. sebelah kanan paling kuat, dlm 100 rasanya. patutlah rasa mcm kabur pndangan ku ini. Sedihhh~~

no 2: Sony Ericsson W910i

Memang niat ada mau beli hp, tapi yang biasa2 sajalah, since my 2nd phone(samsung) ilang kan.
But then, my sis ada rekemen satu kedai kalau mau beli hp sebab her frend kerja at that store and she bought her phone pun kat itu kedai.

Then, masa ahad lepas, my bro suddenly bawa jalan. and i told him, i wanna usha2 hp oso, kat Parkson, again. Then, sampai2 kat kedai Alpha, jumpa Nancy. usha2 hp2 yang ada. lastly, i berkenan lah dengan W910i. sebab utama: MURAH.
it on cost me rm550. i took the silver colour, nampak elegent, my style. ngehehehe~

for the pic, sila google. malas mau uplod. peace!

another thing yang aku plan mau buat, Pudding Caramel.
and it's Done! yesterday.
my first attempt. and the result: SUPER DUPER SWEET PUDDING CARAMEL.

ahahahahah~~

nice try, next time, kalau buat, kena kurangkan gula. moreover, caramel part memang ada spoil ckit dsebabkan ada sedikit masalah teknikal. heres the pic:

boleh lah dimakan~~

can u see, lautan browned sugar

then, pagi tadi my bro request tuk buat another pudding caramel!! yeay..that means, i am succeeddddddd!! GUD JOB NURUL!!

looking forward for another fascinating things to happen~

This is how it ends~

2009-05-24T17:43:00.027+08:00

Assalamualikum,

Its the end of this semester, its the end of 2nd year and there will be a beginning of 3rd year.

before I enclose this sem, I would like to post some memories along my journey for this sem. Nothing much actually but still sweet and memorable~

1. Two lecturers that I admired the most.

Transportation enginnering (Dr M)

why I like this lecturer? because beliau adalah lecturer yang sangat efficient. Kerja2 suma teratur dan kemas. And beliau sangat rajin walaupun sangat busy sebab selalu outstation pergi KL. Sangat "pemurah" dalam memberi assignment. I like.

Environmental Enginnering and Hydrology (Prof M)

Prof M, seperti seorang atuk yang suka memarahi cucu2 nya. (my cosmates excatly know what I mean here). First lecturer kat UTP ni yang kunci pintu kalau studs datang lambat. Then, pernah one time, late comers kena berdiri kat depan and berikrar xkan datang lambat lagi. masa tu sungguh lucu.
But what I love about him, dia sangat bersemangat kalau mengajar. Student macam aku ni je xtau nak menghargai. he prepared all the lec notes for us. and the best part is soklan test n final very predictable. nice job prof!

2. Penang and Cameron Highland

Ini adalah dua tempat yang belum pernah ku jejaki, then sudah pun ku jejaki. I went to Penang sebab Konvensyen Kejuruteraan kat USM, kampus kejuruteraan. Therefore, pulau kat Penang aku tak sampai lagi. So, xpuas hati lagilah. Details of this event plz refer to my older post, what a weekend

same goes with cameron, everything I put it there.

3. Kedah and Langkawi.

My very first time jugak datang ke negeri jelapang padi. Tinggal kat rumah Makcik Diah, Pokok Sena. Antara pengalaman menarik, jadi gadis pump minyak kat stesen minyak Padang pusing. Kalau makcik yang jual minyak kan, lepas org beli dia kan cakap, "Juai na~". Then, msa turn aku plk, lidah ni pun gatal2 nak ckp, "Juai na~" tp xtaula bunyik dia lagu mana~~~
Masa hang out kat stesen minyak, ada Tok and Tok Wan jugak. Berkenalan lah dgn diorng. Sangat Baikk!! and Tok suka lah bertanya itu ini. Kadang2 ter"blur" lah jugak. Cakap Kedah pekat sngat, cheq tak paham~

Stesen minyak Padang Pusing

Then, pergi rumah Mak Long yang sangat caring. Jumpa pokok cili padi warna purple. lol! nice2!!

Then, after duk rumah maci Diah dlm 4 hari rsanya, pergi Langkawi pulak. Aliya tengah menunggu disitu. Nothing much there, just jalan2 n shopping around Langkawi. And this was the first time jumpa ayah Aliya since beliau sakit. Memang respek cari mama Aliya layan her husband. Penuh kesabaran and very delicate woman.

So, snap shots??

3. Build and Break Competition

Emh~~what to say about this event??
one of the event of UCITY and I was one of the committees AND also one of the participants. Nice huh~

Via this event, I got to know a lot of people also and the best part was, I worked under Aliya as committee of Public Relation(PR) and she's a the Head of PR. And, we have another two charming guys from our department, Fauzi and Syafiee (Piee), students from 1st year.
I have a lot of fun worked together with them. Rasanya Fahmi tahulah sebabnya, sebab tu panggil Fauzi/Piee 2posen. ahahaaha!!

Fauzi, Piee, Aliya and Zuzi.

Well,basically, this event is about, we build a sturcture and to get through to the final, we have to pass the preliminaries where we need to present the structure first. Then, the 10 top best presentation will proceed to the FINAL and your structure will be break!
and our group?? yess....final...Alhamdulillah. But then, masa dah letak load, agak humiliating lah sebab our structure tilted.ahahah...kipas dah cantek, sekali tilted da~

this is our "boy over flowers"(aies..pengaruh crita Korea lah nie)

Aliya, Zuzi, Preq and Izzat (my grup members)

4. UTP Intercourse Sports Carnival.

Its a sports competition, obviously.
A lot of things happen actully all the way through this carnival.
and the best part was, I got to play varieties of Sports. Squash (first time main), Badminton, Volley ball and not to forget BEACH VOLLEEEYY!!

Masa hanan(ketua kontinjen of Civil) cakap, Beach Volley belum ada wakil, then she proposed me to play I was like "ok..ok..sure..sure...try..try...why not". Even though I have NO background in playing this game. Why did I accept the proposal huh? but I AM GLAD that i was in... together with Hanan and Mimi.

Along this carnival also, I got to mingled around with my cos mates especilly my sifu-sifu yg banyak mengajar main volley. kalau nak mention all the sifus, macam banyak jak~I'll just assume all friends yang pernah main beach volley dgn ktorng, they are all my sifus.

I got the chance to watch certain games such as Tug of war, Squash, Basketball, Netball, Badminton, Sepak takraw, Chees, Soccer and Volley.
Congrats kpd athletes yang mendapat medals and yang tak dapat lagi, Chachacahyyookk!!
With this, I uploaded some videos untuk jejaka2 volley, masa diorang tengah practise. and pics from sports carnival itself.

sesi practise1

sesi practise2

sesi practise3

Hotties from Civil volleyball players..

penyokong yg sangat supportive. Kamon Civil~

Shak and Sim match for Mixed Badminton.

AAa...ini Raja Ahmad Farhan,pelajar Tahun 2 semester ke-2 Civil Engineering. Dont get confused~

5. Transportation Engineering Project.

All the students taken this course are compulsary to do this final project. OK! no problem,sir.
But then, semua orang lost. xtau mcm mana nak buat ini, nak buat itu...
as an additional headache, kena buat jalan and cari LOS guna this software Aasidra. Kami, sebagai student yang berhemah tinggi, explore lah apa2 yang boleh diexplore.

My beloved grup members, Mohd Affiq bin Jamaluddin, Aida Adlina bt Che Shafie and Zulfadhli bin Zahir.
The best moment of this project, 2 mlm ktorang balik kul 5 and ada beberapa mlm balik dlm kul 2 lebih. Sepanjang duk UTP, mmng xpernah2 buat project or kerja club smpi mcm ni skali. Thanks project transport sebab memberi pengalaman baru kepada saya~
and thanks jugak kepada my grupmates yang SANGAT supportive. Always be there untuk menolong, sampai tertido kat cfe and ada gak sampai bawak desktop..
emh..TERHARUU~~

siyesnya lah muka afiq ngn kapan..ehehe~
msa ni dah kul 2 pg~

kenangan LOS

6. Jom Heboh

Ini lah last minute planning punya outing. on Sunday, pagi ada match beach volley, masa tu ada denga ini minah ckap pasal Jom Heboh kat TLDM. Masa tu memang TAK berminat langsung sebab assignment banyak lagi menunggu kat balik.
then, msa nak dekat2 tgh ari, cik ALiya pm, ckp ada ini mamat(kash) ajak g Jom Heboh. Masa tu memang xfikir 2 kali, terus reject.
Then, dgn muka simpati, Aliya dtg bilik, pujuk lagi. Then, aku ajak Affiq, then dah afiq pun ok, aku pun ok lah jugak~~(sebab masa tu sebok buat project Transport, so I have to drag one of my grup members, peace)

Then, untuk menambahkan ahli dlm keta affiq, ajak lah Mira skali. Nasib baik Mira sporting, ajak2 je, trus nak~uhuhuh...cayang Mira..

So, konvoi 3 buah keta, Rajo, Ponco and Afiq. Kami pun bergerak dlm kul 1 lebih kut. Sampai2 kat Lumut, jam habeeesss, memang LOS E lah. And we decided to park our cars kat luar ja. So, jalan lah tuk masuk dalam. dah masuk kat pintu gate, kena tungu bas pulak tuk bawak ke tempat Jom Heboh.

dah sampai, jalan-jalan...makan-makan..minum-minum. if im not mistaken, i drank 3-4 different types of drink. Karing lihir(nya urg brunei) means dahaga~~
the best part of all, masa balik. Tunggu punya tunggu, bas x kunjung tiba. At last, everyone agreed to walk to the main gate. GOD JOB!! bejalan sejauh, let say, 1.5-2km i guess... Then, merentas parit...it was a fantastic adventure~

Here are some snapshots from the day:

7. Small matter but yet important.

My handphone ilang, the phone was used for my maxis no. So, right now, I am no longer using my maxis. The hp belongs to my mom actully, and when I told her that I lost it, she was like, "Bagus...bagus.." thats all...ahahaah...mau marah pun xguna kan~

Then, mau crita ckit psl drama korea yang HOT for this sem. "Boys Over Flower" from Korea. memang rata2 studs UTP yang hantu drama Korea tengok this drama. Plot of the story, very typical, dah nama pun drama. But yet, everyone was so crazy about it...

Of cos, watak Ji Hoo will be the chosen one. Cool!!

Oryte, then mau buat dedication for my roomate, Marsyitah. Ini lah sem terakhir kami jadi roomate. Sem depan Syitah dah nak g intern. Tata rumate ku. All the best for your intern. Gonna miss you!! And thanks for all the stories yang pernah dikongsi and halal kan makan minum ku. and last skali, minta maaf kalau ada pernah buat salah yang zahir dah batin, and kalau pernah terannoy dgn speaker ku~~ehehehe...

Sooo....
thats all I guees for this sem. And thanks kpd kawan2 yang menyumbangkan hari2 bahagia ku sepanjang sem ini. Kpd bestfriends who were willing to share the laughters and tears, and sudi melayan luahan doki!doki! ku..you know who you are... THANK YOU SANGAT2!

esok dah nak meninggalkan dunia UTP buat sementara waktu. hepi holiday kpd yang nak bercuti and hepi internship kpd yang nak berintern.

with this, i enclose this post.
Wassalam.

2 in the morning

2009-05-19T06:39:00.003+08:00

As far as i remember, this is the 2nd tym i posted a lyric of my feveret song.
here it goes.
the song that i am currently addicted to:

New Kids on The Block - 2 In The Morning

I know you must have had a long day
Cause at six o'clock I heard you say,
There was something that was on your mind
But you ain't told me and it's almost nine
Now it's nine o'clock and I thought we could talk
But you ain't givin' it, girl
Will this ever end? Girl, it's almost ten
Gotta know if you're mad at me before Grey's Anatomy
Cause we could drag this out all night, until...

[Chorus:]
It's 2 in the morning
Girl, what do you wanna do?
Do you wanna fight? Wanna say goodnight?
If you tell me you want it, this could be over...
Cause it's 2 in the mourning
Girl, what do you wanna do?
Do you wanna fight? Wanna say goodnight?
If you tell me you want it, this could be over...
Lights are out, don't wanna wake you so, I'm creepin' in
I know you're hurt cause baby, I'm not sleepin' in
My favorite pair of boxers that you make look so hot, girl
Girl, you look asleep but I know that you're not, girl
And now it's 12 o'clock and I thought I should talk
But girl, you're not listening
Here we go again, you know I like it when...
You got your back to me,
But now when you're mad at me
Please look at me and say goodnight

[Chorus]

I wanna come over, baby, turn over
Girl, I've been laying up all night,
Just waiting for your kiss goodnight
Even if you're mad at me,
You know we shouldn't go to bed angry

[Chorus]

We could work it out, We could work it out
We could work it out, I wanna come over...
We could work it out, We could work it out
We could work it out, I wanna come over...

new kids on the block

They're all I need~

2009-05-11T15:26:00.007+08:00

Basically, i often wrote about my dad or my mom...
rarely, i post about my siblings~
now, im gonna tell about them.

as the mukaddimah,
i have 3 brothers and a sister,
no adik.

this is how i explain each and everyone of my siblings...

1. Hamsa bin Amir, a.k.a Awang. 30 years old. single
abang sulung yang memang strict dengan adik2. susah lah nak di bawak bergurau. he is hilarious a person, but only when our mom is around, then only you can hear his jokes.
masa kecik2 dulu, sangat gerun ngn Awang. Kalau ada boyfriend, pandai2 lah sembunyi, kalau tak, ready for a hell~~
However, disebabkan ke'strick'an Awang lah, aku boleh control perangai dr jadi liar. Dia yg akan tegur my attire kalau nampak tak sopan. and always advise me not to "bercinta" during my study. and also, not to get married early...ehehehehe~~
He is still single, but insyaALLAH akan berkahwin dlm masa terdekat, next year rasanya. Mudah-mudahan~~

Abang sulungku~

2. Mazlan bin Amir, a.k.a Alan, 28 years old. its complicated.
My second brother yang sangat suka berjalan(bejaur nya urg brunei). ada 2 org anak yang sangat ku sayangi, Hadzrizal and Hadzrulrizal.
*Nama Rizal adalah my idea*
Sangat suka chatting, sampai dpt bini pun dr chatting.
very supportive upon my study sebab kalau balik rumah, Alan adalah org yang selalu bertanya psl kehidupan dkt U, mcm mana aku punya result and everthing.
Juga, tidak menggalakkan aku bercinta masa tengah study.(masa sekolah menegah sja lah)
he got a very nice voice, sebab tu dia suka karoke dlm rumah.

Alan~

Hadzrizal@Junior

Hadzrul..

3. Maryam binti Amir, a.k.a Miam, 26 years old. Married
the only kakak yg aku ada. Masa dia masih anak dara, kami sangat rapat, especially masa tinggal kat Brunei. apa2 cerita psl boys, confirm akan kongsi. Sampaikan, my sis pernah menyamar jadi aku untuk sembang dgn my "secret admire" dalam telefon.(yelah, dulu i pemalu, mana berani nak berbual dgn secret admire waima dlm telefon)
ada 2 orang anak jugak, Haziqah and Maisarah.
*Nama Haziqah is also my idea
Masa dia bujang dulu, agak "playgirl" and wild, susah SANGAT nak control. Tapi,bila dah kawen, she is a very good housewife. walaupun her life tidak sesempurna masa dia bujang, yet, she never complained. makan, minum, pakaian husband memang terjaga. same goes with her girls.

tarrraa~~ini lah my sis...

1st daughter,Haziqah

2nd girl, Maisarah

seiras x muka kami 2??

4. Abdul Aziz bin Amir, a.k.a Ajis. 23 years old. Single but not available.
Abang yang paling ku rapat, myb sebab jarak umur pun xjauh.
seorang yang SANGAT suka berloyar buruk. SANGAT lucu and kalau mengutuk orang, memang dia nombor 1!! Rumah akan sunyi tanpa Ajis.
he always told me about his love stories ever since we were teenagers. and he is a real PLAYER~~
girlfrends keliling pinggang, but still, he got this one stable girlfriend yg dah couple lebih kurang 10 tahun, maybe. Dia selalu story pasal dia punya kwn2 lelaki, and i like all the stories. I can say, disebabkan Ajis and all my brothers lah, aku lebih memahami boys.
Ajis paling xsuka kalau aku nak "mengorat" dia punya kwn. Apatah lagi, kalau nak berkapel dgn dia punya kwn...dont you dare~~

Ajiss...

Itulah sifat dan perangai my siblings yg dpt di kongsi. Of course, banyak lagi benda yang masih ter'hide'. wanna know more?? do come to my house~~

last but not least, here's the pic of my one whole family:

2009-04-25T08:37:00.002+08:00

tme now: 8.37 am

at 10.00 am, i'm gonna sit for environmental engineering test.

the prob, sumthing's bothering my mind. which is i dont know what.

lucky me, last night buat stadi grup ngn Aliya, Afiq, Kapan n Luqman.
at least, i can push myself to study.

then, just now, i called my dad. sebab hati rasa macam kurang ketenangan.
Ingat mau meluahkan perasaan ngn mama. but then, bapa ckp ia d pejabat masa ni.
so, meluahkan perasaan dgn my dad sajalah, FOR THE FIRST TIME OK!!

kalau aku ada masalah dalaman, of cos akan cari mama. kalau mama is not around, pendam sajalah.
but, i dont know what happen just now.
i told my dad, i hv test kul 10 and now rasa macam fikiran ku terganggu.

then, he was speechless. (myb sebab tak pernah2 anak2nya mengadu masalah stadi)
suddenly he said, "Relax lah"

OH my GOD!!

masa tu i cant help my tears. 1st time my dad trying to ease me.
TERHARU YANG TERAMAT SANGAT~~

Semoga Bahagia Dunia dan Akhirat

2009-04-20T07:02:00.004+08:00

Lepas solat subuh pagi tadi,
I got call from my friend.
An old friend, from matrix.
Kawan yang banyak mengubahku dari seorang perempuan menjadi seorang muslimah.

antara conversation yang menarik---
Yati:Kenapa masih lagi pakai no sabah?(means my sarawak no)
Zue:Aku nda mau tukar no, sebab nanti kwn2 lama susah mau kontek. Ko pakai no baru lagi kah?(sebab the no she used xda dlm phonebook)
Yati: Aah, ni no yang HUSBAND aku bagi.

WATTT???husband??bila masa c Yati kawen??

Oh my GOD!!!

UWWWWAAAAaaaaaaaa.....

aku dah ketinggalan zaman. Yati kawen nda bagitau. then korek2 lah apa yang buleh.

She married to a Perakian muslimin. Seorang ahli sufi, engineer.
Baru jumpa masa mereka nikah. (takdak taaruf2 eyh).
itu sajalah yang bisa di kongsi. yang lain, lets make it confidential ok....

Yati ada hantar gmbar dia n husband dia jugak. I intend to upload it here. But then, she told me, "jangan dulu,mau tanya husband ku sebab sekarang aku pakai purdah."

OH MY GOD, once again!!

she's change a lot. agak cemburu bila dengar orang lain dapat hidayat, berubah menjadi seorang muslimah yang menjadi permata bagi seorang muslimin.

Alhamdulillah, Yati sudah menjadi isteri orang pada 14-08-08.
Doaku, semoga menjadi pasangan yang selalu diREDHAI ALLAH dan berbahagia dunia dan akhirat.

Thanks to Yati sebab call me at the moment hati dan fikiran ku tengah "SAKIT"
Im back to normal, hopefully....

then, her last message yang membuatkan aku terharu:

"Jaga hati tau, jangan bukak walau satu pun pintu maksiat untuk lelaki. Kena kuat semangat dan mujahadah. Aku dah buat sume tu. Alhamduillah dpt jodoh yang baik menepati ciri2. Yakin je dgn Allah k."

AAAAaaa~~~sungguh aku memerlukan ayat2 ini di waktu2 sebegini.
ngehehehe.....

Doki! Doki!

2009-04-17T23:02:00.002+08:00

Doki!! Doki!!
do you all know whats the meaning of DOKI!DOKI!?

jepun word means, u get excited or your heart beats fast and a feeling of exaggerated over sumthing.

when will it happen:
1. bila nak dapat kertas test or tengah tunggu internet loading masa nak tengok GPA.
2. waiting for your turn to get interviewed.
3. when you see your crush.

it is kind of phenomena that you cant control.
sampai satu tahap rasa mahu buang air (kecik or besaq)
your legs are shaking.
you sweat even thought you sit in an air-conditioned room.
and you feel like wanna running away from that place.

that's the only basic thing that i wanna share about doki!doki!

sports, im addicted to you~

2009-04-17T06:48:00.002+08:00

Intercourse Sports Carnival will start today.

as I have mentioned before, i am in for the Beach Volley.

and last night, I went for training together with my team mates, Mimi n Hanano.
Masa first2 datang, hanya ada satu bola volley and telah diconquer oleh adik2 junior yang bakal bertanding arini. So,I just dont want to interrupt their final training.

Therefore,
I end up playing other sports.

1. Squash!!!
sports yang memang aku tak pernah main seumur hidup ini. Thanks to Afiq for lending me his "racket squash". main2 jak lah sebab nang sik pandei main kamek koh~

2. Badminton~
sudah lama tidak main ini sports. last time main, masa last sem rasanya. and thanks to Sim because he gave me this oppurtunity to play and lent me his racket. We did have match and the result, 8-21. Sim won!!

3. Beach volley.
this one of course lah untuk training. and thanks to Izu sebab sanggup lah melayan karenah kami yang memang real beginners in this game. I like beach volley compare to volley ball bcoz, ada PASIR~~

4. Volley ball.
ini main untuk suka2 saja. main dengan adik2 junior. but, i only play a lil while cuz by that time, my hand dah rasa macam mau patah.

I have FUN, seriusly!
my course mates have been really supportive upon this matter. and male volley ball players are really good. Im impressed. best sangat tengok diorang main~~

games finished around 12.30 am. And after that we're heading to mapley, Ammeth. rilex2.
Rileax lah sangat, sebab balik2, I got insomnia. baring atas katil pukul 2.30am.
then bangun kul 5.55am. My friends saja yang tahu, whats the cause of this "insomnia" and I dont have any futher comment about it~

"Ya ALLAH, peliharalah hati-hati kami dari lalai mengingatimu. Tenangkan lah hati-hati kami apabila di timpa beban dan lindungilah kami dari melakukan perkara-pekara yang tidak Kau redhai. Amin~~~"

how are you my baby????

2009-04-14T21:05:00.003+08:00

Assalamulaikum....

its been really a long time i didnt post anything here.
i think, yesterday internet UTP baru nak elok.
if not, google n gmail are almost impossible to reach except if u use wireless.

TERLALU BANYAK, TERLALU BANYAK,
SSSSOOOOOO MANY, SOOOOO MANY..........
things i wanna share actually.
bermula dari kisah2 masa cuti sem aritu.
tapi, dah tinggal terlalu lama, so dah rasa macam fed up.

apa yang ingin di kongsi hanyalah perkara2 yang essential sahaja k.

1. cuti mid sem yang lepas, i went to Kedah, rumah maci Diah. first time, being around a family yang ckp utara. im sooo excited. I met mak long, tok, tok wan and others. memang ramah lah mereka. tak rasa terpinggir pun, walaupun diri ku ini org sarawak~
Then, i went to Langkawi. rumah Aliya.2nd time menjejakkan kaki ke sana.

2. handphone samsung ku hilang masa keluar ke JJ last week. dgn sim card skali lah. so, i am no longer using my Maxis no.

3. Masuk beach volley for Intercourse sports carnival. walaupun tiada pengalaman dlm this sport, tp dgn smngt kental, mahu jugak masuk. Ngegeh bha~
tournament, next week.

hanya itu yang mahu ku share stakat ini.
ok babai...
-esok ada test probability and statistic-
MAHU STUDY~~

thats the way it is~

2009-03-21T10:35:00.002+08:00

its been a long tym....
bcoz of an awful connection in UTP,
i didnt manage to update my blog~~

masa tenet tgh sakit,
a lot of things i wanna write....
but then,
bila tenet dah ok....
rasa mcm,
i dont know what to say to all of you~~

by the way!!!
mid sem break, baru shja bermula....
right now, im still in UTP.
this afternoon, my makcik dr Kedah (maci Diah) will come to fetch me...
and,
I AM GOING TO KEDAH!!
(for the first time)
then, myb, after spending 2-3 hari kat kedah,
I AM GOING TO LANGKAWI!! (InsyaALLAH)

au...kraja kan bejalan ganya...
eheheh....
duduk semenanjung lama2, mestilah kena jln2 selagi terdaya (mentally, physically and "fulus"ly)~~

so, myb once again. i am going to leave my blog for more or less than one week~~
pegi kedah,
mahu beli baju seringgi (thanks to Ika sebab promote)
pegi Langkawi,
mahu naik kabel car~~(depends on aliya,ngehehe~)

-mode: malas nak becerita psl bnda2 last week. semangat yang hilang-
lagipun, i dont have all the pics. sebab tu malas nak post apa psl ICFC...ehehehe~

tagged by Farah Hanan!!

2009-03-08T09:05:00.003+08:00

#1 Describe 10 things about the person who tag you

Part 1:Si farah.sama

1) muka cam cina
2) badan kecik tapi kuat makan. Kalau dia makan, MasyaAllah...
3) geng swak ku paling kamcing kat UTP tok, sebab sama2 Civil and both love UCITY.
4) obsessssss ngn nya pun ramzi
5) sangat best kalau ber'gosip'
6) anak sulung yg perangai mcm anak bongsu...
7) kalau nak buat lawak, ketawa2, tidak mengira tempat.walaupun depan pocket C kah, kat academic buliding kah, still buat prangai mcm lam bilik....mwahahahah~~
8) clumys....ehehehe~~
9) an OTAKU. gila sangat2 ngn anime. anyone yg suka tgk anime, boleh lah geng sama ini awek~~
10) antara org yang sngt memahami my real perangai...eheheh...

#2 Describe 10 things about you

1) (kalau farah hanan put 'rendah' on the first list, so im gonna put) - TINGGI
2) org swak yang lahir dan mmbesar kat Brunei
3) org selalu ingat aku anak sulung, tapi hakikatnya, anak bongsu~~
4) tidak suka bermanja, kcuali dgn my mama~~ngeheheheh...
5) ada 3 org abg yang garang tapi spoting, sorang kakak yg semestinya spoting and understanding, 4 org anak buah yang for sure cute-miut. and PARENTS yg amat penyayang and amat ku sayangi.
6) teman gosip terhebatku = Aliya
7) ada 2 appearance yang berbeza bila kat UTP and balik swak/brunei. mwhahaha..apakah...
8) suka sngt dgn civil kat utp. sebab selalu pergi field trip and ada UCITY.
9) suka usha SSTTBC......ahhahah...(hnya geng2 ku sja yg memahami)
10) selalu mimpi org2 yg ada dsekeliling atau org yg selalu difikirkan...

#3 Choose 10 people to be tagged

1) aliya
2) pejah
3) syitah
4) hasmadi hasbi
5) nana sarina
6) faraheen
7) fitri
8) dyg aliaa
9) amira aziz
10) waqqq

jATUH bANGUN mANUSIA~

2009-03-06T10:48:00.002+08:00

suddenly, few days ago, i remember about this one song,
popular dalam 2-3 tahun yang lepas.
nice song~~

Ning Baizura feat J.Jay - ERTI PERTEMUAN

Menerjah batas
Gelora pun berserpihan
Menghempaskan buih
Di lautan
Acapkali tumpas
Masih jua menyusuri
Arus pergolakan
Setianya
Begitulah adat mestinya hidup
Selagi jasad dan hayat berpaut
Rintangan harus bersahut

Benar kata
Jatuh bangun seorang lelaki
Bergantung siapa
Wanita di sisi
Mujur tuah nasib
Diri kita ketemui
Jikalaulah tidak
Mungkin tak ku sedari

Bukankah kita ini dicipta Tuhan
Sepasang tapi berlainan
Lemah sana, sini kekuatan

Masing-masing
Punyai bibit kelebihan
Supaya saling memerlukan
Bertemu demi menyulam
Cahaya nurani dan akal fikiran
Naluri serta perasaan
Menyingkap erti tangisan

Bukankah kita in dicipta Tuhan
Sepasang tapi berlainan
Lemah sini, sana kekuatan

Dirimu, diriku
Bagaikan pelita
Yang memercikkan sinar
Menyuluhi malam

Bleeding brain~

2009-03-04T08:13:00.003+08:00

last night,
i slept at 9.30 pm.
then, i woke up this morning at 6 am.

awal sik saya tido?
awal2, sebab kan...

i think,
my otak membengkak!!
sakit kepala yang tidak pernah dirasai sepanjang duk UTP.
when i press bhgian atas my kepala, mesti rasa sakit,
up until this morning,
masih lagi sakit....

maybe sebab, setiap mlm tido lambat,
stadi for tests,
siapkan assignment and lab report
then, ditambah lagi dengan
ber'HUJAN' selama 2 hari berturut2...

so, kepala pun jadi tidak stabil...
nasib baik, tuan punya kepala masih stabil~
boleh lah pergi lab pagi ni~

-pening buat assigmnet SA-

done...
wassalam~~

my very first time~

2009-03-01T07:29:00.001+08:00

001. Real name → NURUL ZUZILAWATI BT AMIR
002. Nickname(s) → yui, nurul, zuzi, zue
003. Zodiac sign → capricorn
004. Male or female → female
005. Elementary → tadika...lupak dah.
006. Middle School → Sek Rendah Pulaie
007. High School → Sek Menengah Sultan Sharif Ali, SMK Luak, SMK Riam
008. Hair color → black
009. Long or short → short
010. Loud or Quiet → change due to places
011. Sweats or Jeans → sweats
012. Phone or Camera → Camera~
013. Health freak → No...
014. Drink or Smoke? → none
015. Do you have a crush on someone? → ahahaha...JIHAD..JIHAD~~
016. Eat or Drink → eat
017. Piercings → none
018. Tattoos → if i conteng guna pen consider tatoo kah??

HAVE YOU EVER?
019. Been in an airplane→ yes~
020. Been in a relationship → arkkk....
021. Been in a car accident → motor, yes~
022. Been in a fist fight → i am so lemah lembut,never lah..mwhahaah~

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → 10 yrs old maybe
024. First best friend → wah...tidak ingat sudah.
025. First award → tu zaman i jadi Bruneian, i cant even recall
026. First crush → masa tadika..ohohoh...
028. First trip → Miri...

LASTS:
029. Last person you talked to → Marsyitah, rumate
030. Last person you texted → Preq..
031. Last person you watched a movie with → Aliya kut....but we watched School Rumble..ahaha~
032. Last food you ate → Roti tuna
033. Last movie you watched → Bank Job.
034. Last song you listened to → inconsolable,BSB
035. Last thing you bought → girl's stuff!
036. Last person you hugged → myself...ahaha...

FAVES:
037. Food → home's food
038. Drinks → tea ice
039. Clothing → asalkan selesa and kena pd tempatnya
040. Books → Civil Engineering books
042. Flower → bunga selalu warna striking2, i think of none~
043. Singer → Jesse,my beautiful soul
044. Movies→ Twilight, kah?
045. Positions → what kind of position?
046. Subjects → apa yang berkaitan dgn Civil lah~

HAVES:
047. Kissed in the snow→ malaysia got no snow
048. Celebrate Halloween→ fake ghosts??tak main lah~
049. Had your heart broken→ uuuu...
050. Went over the minutes on your cell phone→ Yes
051. Someone questioned your sexual orientation→ huh?
053. Gotten into fight→ ya...ya...
054. Had a transformation→ have i? transfer pernah lah. dr Brunei ke Miri..ahahah...
055. Done something you've regretted→ ya...ya...
056. Broke a promise→ pernah rasanya, tidak sengaja bha~
057. Hid a secret→ JIHAD..JIHAD...ahahaha...
058. Pretended to be happy→ o..yeah~
059. Met someone who changed your life→ no body can change me...
060. Pretended to be sick→ pernah2...
061. Left the country→ yes...
062. Tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it→ yea...
063. Cried over the silliest thing→ of course...
064. Ran a mile→ cross country, pernah2..
065. Went to the beach with your best friend(s)→ yup2...
066. Stayed single the whole year→ more than a year xnak tanya kah?

CURRENTLY:
067. Eating → nothing
068. Drinking → soya bean
069. I'm about to → beli makanan
070. Listening to → BSB
071. Plans for today → study Environmental Engineering
072. Waiting for → perut jadi betul2 lapaq

YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want kids? → 4 ok rasanya...ahhaha
074. Want to get married → always...aahaha~~
075. Careers in mind → engineer

WHICH IS BETTER WITH A GUY?
076. Lips or eyes → eyes
077. Shorter or taller? → TALLER of cos!!!!
078. Romantic or Spontaneous → spontaneous
079. Nice stomach or nice arms → asalkan tinggi...
080. Sensitive or loud → loud~
081. Hook-up or relationship → relationship
082. Trouble-maker or hesitant→ trouble-maker

HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost glasses/contacts → i never own that benda alah~
084. Ran away from home → how can u run away from heaven?ehehe~
085. Hold a gun/knife for self defense → the fake one pernah lah~
086. Killed somebody → jauh2 kan lah~
087. Broken someone's heart → ahahahah...nobody's perfect~
088. Been arrested → no..no
089. Cried when someone died → yes...

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself → of course~
091. Miracles → i believe in kuasa Tuhan
092. Love at first sight → no...no...
093. Heaven → yes~
094. Santa Claus → no way~
095. Sex on the first date → ridiculous
096. Kiss on the first date → also, ridiculous

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → yes..yes...yes......
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? → yes!!!!
099. Do you believe in God → more than anything~

how many kilometer??

2009-02-24T19:40:00.002+08:00

brapa km actuly from Perak to Miri, Sarawak??
i hv no idea~

mau balit!!
mahu balik!!
1hb mac 09,
this coming sunday, ada kenduri kahwin my uncle. buat kenduri biasa2 aja. re-married kan. so, both bride n groom dont need the "besanding" thinggy~~

akad nikah buat kat kampung,
then, kenduri at our HOUSE!!!
waaaa...jeles2
dahlah, ada begendang. mesti ramai org kampung datang. not only from our kpg, org kpg2 lain pun mesti datang "mengayau".

i called my mom last night,
diorng kat miri skrng
dgn my nenek putih and nenek itam skali
(nenek putih = grandma. nenek itam = grandpa)

by that time,
rasa memang nak balik sangat2...
sangat2 nak balik!!

you know, we always said " i miss home, i miss this, i miss that"
but, what does "miss" mean actully,
i cry over that thing when i miss it~~
and really MISS my home right now...
i MISS my family
and above all this, i MISS my mom, that i cant even talked to her last night~~
i hanged up the phone before she did,
that was really not cool of me~

my sister texted me this evening,
she told me that my family went visiting her today,
and my bro told her,
Sarah (my newborn niece) looks like me~~
waaaa....that, really wanna makes me fly to Miri and see Sarah with my very own eyes.
but what to do,

Test Transport Engineering menunggu jumaat ini...(tiba2 ckp psl stadi)

thats why,
i end my post here
cuz i wanna revise...
until next time~~
im hoping for a HAPPY post~~

never been this way

2009-02-21T22:35:00.002+08:00

sepanjang menjadi blogger...
never ever, i post 2x in one day...

so, im gonna make it today...

for whatever happen today.
i am so sorry...
i was just being too emosional...

really sorry for that~~

you just dont know how i feel!!

2009-02-21T13:54:00.006+08:00

dont call urself as UCITYians...
if you dont feel any bonding here....

i dont like those committees who got no passion towards their own job...
why do you hv to go for an interview if you dont like this society...
if you dont like working among us...
just say so!!
dont give any excuses...
here is not a place for gila kuasa punya orang,
and dont just talk! show me your enthusiasm...

im trying to build a bond here...
still, some of you slightly rejected it....
i just need a small amount of your time...
yet,
its hard for you to give it to us...

and,
thats really hurt me...
really really hurt me...

i dont like this kind of situation
maybe, i am just get used to those kind of people who really put this society in their hearts
and now suddenly,
those people are not here,
that might be another pain here for me...

its ok,
i am trying to understand your situation,

but its really a waste if people like these
become a board of UCITY~~

- i am so sorry for any harsh words here-

UCITY always in my heart

i dont know why i feel like wanna post this pic

these bro n sis, who always give me strength in my UCITY life

Hujan itu satu rahmat~

2009-02-18T19:57:00.003+08:00

Wednesday,
if you are staying around Bandar Seri Iskandar or Tronoh,
Then you'll know,
wednesday evening means pasar malam,
Even our SA's lecturer knows about it...

To start the story,
mimi ajak pergi pasa malam,
merempit, she said...
me and aliya dah memang plan nak beli soya bean kat Rahmat,
so, its on!

Right after class,
balik bilik tunaikan tanggungjawab dulu,
then Mimi and Hanan dengan TAS,
Aliya and Zuzi dengan KBV,
pergilah merempit ke taman maju - pasar malam...

Tengok2 langit,
dah agak dah nak hujan...
so, we didnt spend alot of time round2 pasar malam...
but then,
lepas kluar dr Rahmat...

HUJAN YANG TURUN BAGAIKAN MUTIARA~~

so, whatever it is
we need to head back to UTP asap cuz msa tu dah maghrib,

actully, insiden masa accident last sem masih lagi menghantui, dahlah masa tu hujan kan~

tapi, bak kata aliya
"i rela kena basah dari bawak laju2"
and i am totally agree with that!

Alhamdulillah,bersyukur kepada yang Maha Esa,
kami selamat sampai ke UTP, KBV dan jugak TAS.
it was quite fascinating to ride in the rain
walaupun basah tapi seronok,
and,
i also took the opportunity to experience such moment,
you know, bukan semua orang ada kereta,
and ada diantara saudara2 kita yang hanya mampu menggunakan motor sebagai the "main vehicle" in the family,
sometimes, walaupun hujan, they still need to go somewhere and make it through the rain~

ok, back to my story,
after we reached V3,
to immortalise the day,
we took some pictures...

penunggang KBV

penunggang TAS

Hujan itu Rahmat~~
and hari ini jugak,
walaupun basah kuyup,
tapi ada "rahmat" disebaliknya...
aliya, i tahu, you je yang paham~~
ehehehh...

what a weekend~

2009-02-15T07:25:00.008+08:00

two weekends... and i went to two different places.
places where i've never stepped on it.
its about last weekend and this weekend.

LAST WEEKEND - PENANG.
purpose: Konvensyen Kejuruteraan dan Kepimpinan Zon Utara.
This convention was organized by MPP of USM.
10 delegations from UTP ( 5 girls and 5 guys).
The best thing was, we were staying at Safira Country Club. The place is comfortable and i have nothing to complain about the facilities.

Boring lah kalau nak story one by one about this event.
Only the interesting part ok :)

During Dinner Perdana. we were arranged to seat at certain table. and my table no is 2. At my table, i was the centre of attention. BECAUSE, i am the only "hawa". Wah..wah..wah... memang i feel HOT lah.
i met 2 students, ex KML (Kolej Matrikulasi Labuan). one girl, wakil USM. She's so cute and delicate. even that guy from UniKL pun mau ngorat. ahahaah~~ then, one guy, MPP's of UniMAP. this guy, i saw him and it took me so long to regonize him. then, i checked the namelist, then only... CONFIRM. this guy, adalah koleksi Gmah masa di KML dulu. aku punya excited sampai i texted gmah right away. Then, gmah requested something. she wanted me to ask that guy for his friendster. Tolonglah, i've never talked to him. tiba2 mahu minta fs. (*so not me*)
i met a guy from sarawak, wakil UniKL, ok. he's from Miri, ok. He was ex-stud of SM Agama Miri, ok. He live at Lambir (which is my house's area), ok! His kampung is Batu 8 (which is my kampung also), OK!. His house is next to Surau (which is jalan masuk to my house), OK!! he is anak imam, OK!!!!!!! i know this person, this guy i used to see him when I was at form 2 maybe. No wonder he looked so damn familiar. Bak kata Preq, "satu kampung, tapi jumpa kat Penang, ok!"
Berkenalan dengan awek2 dan jejaka2 UTP yang hebat. Yuyu, Syidah, Aisyah, Hamzah, Mus, Navin, Adi and Mirul. Eventhough kami baru berkenalan, but we can get along together very well. Boleh buat lawak and gelak sama2. Maybe, semua pun jenis yang gila2 and we're not MPPs. ahahahaa~~
UTP's studs were very outstanding. During the "resolusi" activity, we were divided into 4 groups. That night, we were discussing about the problems' given. each group must assigned 1 secretary. The prouding part was, 3/4 of the secrataries were from UTP. Me? of cos not excluded. and 2/4 of presenters were also from UTP.

s.u from 'Ekonomi' - Zuzi

s.u form 'Pendidikan' - Farah Hanan.

s.u form 'Kelestarian' - Yuyu. (the green blouse)

For futher activity and talk, u can refer to preq hanan's blog. i malas dah nak type.

snap shots from Penang.

THIS WEEKEND - CAMERON HIGHLAND
purpose: Survey tempat untuk UCITY Family Day.

As a supervisor of Comwel, i feel responsible upon this matter. So, I joined the committees of this event when they decided to go to Cameron Highland to look for a place to stay for one night.

Arkh!! To be honest, i've never been there, so of course i'm gonna menawarkan diri untuk ikut.
Lagipun, sometimes there are certain matters that i dont satisfy if i wasnt there to ask anything that i really wanna know.

To start the story,
we departed from UTP at 8 am.
Transport: Razif's Waja.

Reach Cameron around 11 am.
wah...memang best la merasai udara yang cool. the cold wind is so refreshing. siapa2 yang pernah pergi should know how it feels...
antara banyak2 houses/hotels/villas yang kami pergi. I prefer these two:

1. Jurina House.
reasons: its a 3 storey bungalow. ground floor is the office.
our idea is like this - Guys will stay at first floor and girls will stay at 2nd floor.
there's also a kitchen, so we can cook anything.
AND ada tempat BBQ....
seriusly, i am so berkenan. dahlah, the house's design ala2 France gitu. Really nice~

2. Dahlia Villa.
reasons: this is more to apartment. 1 unit only rm260, consist of 3 bedrooms.
Seriusly, this one memang dia punya facilities best2. dahlah, living room besar and rooms pun besar2. i can say, one unit boleh masuk dlm 20 orang.
ada hall, tempat BBQ and even that uncle offer "karaoke". ahahah...

Masa tengah2 survey, singgah lah mana2 tempat yang mcm menarik.
we went for strawberry ice-cream. Eventhough, last Friday i met doctor and she advised me "no cold drinks and no spicy food" due to fever and cough.
but i dont care, the ice cream looked so damn nice...

strawberry ice-cream = RM5.

sedap~for real!!

i bought 3 packets of strawberry, and it only cost RM10.
Then, masa tengah2 cari hotel, we spotted this beautiful Strawberry Resort. This resort memang highland, and its sooo cool~~
kami pun mengambil kesempatan ini untuk mengambil gambar2.

Zaty,Zuzi, Razif and Fitri.

-Strawberry Resort Park-

ah~~i wanna stay at this resort

after done with surveying, shopping and picturing, around 4, we headed back to UTP.
when i went shopping there, i only thought about the women in my big family, my mom, ucu (mak su) and ngangah (mak ngah). if only i have a chance to take them there, I am sure, stakat $1000 - $2000 confirm licin lah, especially ucu, eeheheh~

Reach UTP: 6.30pm.

done, im so satisfied with the journey.
looking forward for the Family Day!!

no reason??

2009-02-11T21:41:00.002+08:00

have you ever experienced such a very tiring dayS...??

then, you dont know why?
why am i extremely tired...??

thats how i feel now...
even, i can feel my tears without any reason

i can feel my body ache...
seriusly, i do have enough rest
power nap tetap ada...

ada jugak terfikir,
myb kekurangan vitamin or protein or anything...
tapi, makan tetap seimbang
or mayb, hormon tengah tidak stabil
tapi, harinya dah lepas dah...
or mayb, banyak kerja...
tolonglah, nak blogging pun ada masa..

really, i have no idea...
what i can say,
i do have fever now, tapi ringan2 saja...
so, nak tido awal mlm ni...
tata~~

It's very typical~~

2009-02-05T20:55:00.006+08:00

hari ni macam best pun ada...
macam penat/lelah/ngalih pun ada...

letih sebab banyak class...
pegi class kul 8, tetiba cancel..
so, end up pekena roti canai kat usm..(feveret saya dan aliya)
then, kul 12-2 class transport
4-5 environment
5-6.30 transport, again

actually, classes were quite ok..
its just, evening classes really make sick...

done lah crita psl class...
lets go to my real point, about today...
i laughed alot...
sebab?

MIMI lah punya pasal....

pagi after makan, me and mimi lepak2 lah kat blk tutor yg kosong
konon nak STUDY...
however...
ada topik yang lebih menarik...
its about lelaki idaman kat UTP...
its typical for girls to talk about guys...
sampai pecah perut ketawa sebab lawak2 mimi...
sampai nak fitnah2 pun ada...tu memang idea yang jahat.
AHAHAHAHAHA.....
tolonglah mimi-kun...
disebabkan conversation hari ni lah,
i was successfully revealed the secret...
rahsia lelaki idaman mimi...
wwooooohoooooo~~~~
thank you mimi for sharing
we also do think that guy deserve to be your-lelaki-idaman
after one hour bergosip,
then, aliya joined the club...
apa gik, lagilah hangat...

terlalu banyak benda yang di diskusi hari ini...
of cos lah secret admire mimi menjadi topik hangat...
berdasarkan statistik yang telah pun didapati dr kwn2 rapat ku,
antara ciri2 lelaki yang menjadi tarikan adalah:

1. tinggi - dr segi fizikal
2. respek kaum perempuan - xdelah nak mencubit2 ke, nak pegang2 ke, cocok2
3. humble, merendah diri, org semenanjung kata, "tidak mencapap"- dia tidak busy akan hal orang lain. susah nak predict perangai. tetapi bukan orang yang idle ok~~
4. boleh memepertahankan diri dan orang lain yg berada disisinya. (ini adalah ayat yang paling poyo pernah ku tulis dlm blog ini)
5. caring yang tidak nampak - susah nak explain maksud ayat ini. rasanya mimi lebih mengetahui.lol!!
6. bisa berbelanja - tidak lokek megeluarkan duit untuk wanita disisinya.(again ayat poyo)
7. this one memang semua wanita idamkan..BERIMAN. perkataan ini sangat meluas maksudnya.

itu antara ciri2 yang boleh dikongsi yang telah pun saya dapatkan dr kwn2.
means, itu bukan lah ciri2 lelaki idaman saya, ada certain sahaja yang sama.

dahlah...hari ini angin saya sangat baik berbanding semalam.
oleh itu, saya ingin meletak gambar yang belum pun pernah di reveal kpd sesiapa...
hari ni terasa nak menge'show' all those my poyo pics~

muka poyo sms di marina barrage

ini lah saya, mimi and a lil sis kat rumah darul himah

ayat-ayat mu menusuk kalbu~~

2009-02-01T10:52:00.005+08:00

Assalamulaikum n Hi to all my readers....

actully, im still tired after 2 days event (or maybe 1 and a half day)
seperti last sem, i involved in this RM (Rakan Masjid) event, Kursus Pengurusan Organisasi (KPO).
like i mentiond before, im tired because i did some jobs during the event compare to my involvement during last sem.

i learnt new thing: cara membuat sijil dengan cepat.
make frens with juniors n seniors : my department, Pendaftaran dan Perhubungan. Thanks to Syed and Hidayah yg banyak membantu dlm kerja2 membuat sijil. and also, thanks alot sebab bg kerja so i dont feel like a 'useless' AJK there...eheheh~~
Thanks to other committees also, yang berada d undercroft sepanjang event untuk memastikan kelancaran seminar, especially to PM yg lucu, mas'ul dan mas'ulah, and other committees...

i didnt really follow all the slots since i was so busy about this certificate-printer thinggy...
but, i did become the audience during "muhasabah" slot, last night.

best!!
dah, nama pun muhasabah. so, facis suma terpaksa la memarahi dan me'lecture' suma peserta akan kesilapan lepas dan menyedarkan mereka tentang hakikat berdakwah yg amat pahit.

Antara isi yg menarik perhatian saya (sbg insan yg amat lemah dlm berdakwah):
Niat - "Apa niat antum semua nak dtg KPO? sekadar nak menunjuk-nunjuk akan kehebatan sms disekolah dulu? buang sikap riak, takbur antum semua!!"
begitulah antara kata2 faci.

So, i was thinking. for me myself, why i'm here, as commitee of KPO??
Then, i realised, i dont have the answer for that question.
buat satu kerja, but lack of Nawaittu...whats the point???????????

another isu that i really love...... "kapal belayar" - Kapel - couple...
ngehehehehe...no futher comment, but i like this words...
LELAKI BAIK UNTUK PEREMPUAN BAIK

Kata2 Mu'min (Al-Hafiz merangkap masul RM) juga menarik perhatian sy:
-bersyukur krn dpt msuk ke UTP.
my comments : ada diantara kita yang tidak suka berada di sini. we fought for this at the beginning, but why, we end up not liking it...manusia memang pelik.

- akademik yang pertama, tetapi AGAMA bukan yang ke-2.
my comments: sy sendiri kurang akal untuk mentafsir maksud ayat ini.

begitulah antara pengisian yang sy dpt smlm. hanya ingin berkongsi dengan anda semua dan sekaligus mengabdikan nya dlm blog ini.
To be honest, i like this sem punya KPO compare to last sem. Tapi, this sem agak kelam kabut sikit especially kerja2 FnB and flow of event. lack of committes, thats the reason.
Thats all, this might be my last event in RM............

Today, buat kerja UCITY plk...

mahu buah MANDARIN satu kotak!!

2009-01-26T11:07:00.004+08:00

IT'S HOLIDAY~~~
Today, Monday, Holiday...
Because its Chinese New Year...

and for that I wanna wish ol my Chinese frens all over Malaysia,

GONG XI FAT CHOI,
XIN NIAN KUAI LE,

this cny reminds me of my chinese frens during my highschool, matrix n UTP...
hope eveyone is having a wonderful celebration...
emh..let see, how far i can remember them,
Lee Siew Chin, Chong Min Yuan, Wong Lin Kiu, Sim Neng Hua, Chung Yee, Jiau Jiau, Fong n Fen, Siew Yen, Heng Zai, Khee Hung, Liew Chi Ing, Kimi Bong, Wey Yun, Wan Theng, Lai Chin Leong, Sim Yeong Chuan, Chan, Teo and Rin juak....

not to forget...
Cg kesayangan...
Cg Ai Chu, Cg Chong, n my class teacher during F4..lupa sudah nama...

sorry lah, kalau ada nama yg tertinggal...
its not easy for me to recall those names...
dihujung2 otak sja...

ok...thats all for now..
lets enjoy this holiday ppl~~~

Good Thing is Waiting~

2009-01-22T09:59:00.003+08:00

today is thursday,
the 4th day as 2nd year 2nd sem of Civil Engineering student...
i dont feel any different from the last couples of semesters...
its just all the same things happen to me again and again..

for my study and club activities:
susun jadual,
pilih slot for Tutorial and Lab,
lecture notes and buy some books,
meeting for club and events,
Pocket C, block 13 and block 14,
kenal dengan lecturers yang belum pernah dikenali,

for my social and fun life:
korean drama,
new movies,
download new songs,
gossip2 yang terpendam selama hampir 2 bulan,
ayam kunyit sayur V3 and soya bean kedai Rahmat,

those are only the basic things that always come to me in this UTP life,
which, i really enjoy it..
i dont expect too much changes in my life here...
for a better one maybe
but friends, my good friends, i want them remain the same
cause i am still the same person here, Nurul Zuzilawati bt Amir...

Syukur Alhamdulillah
Thanks to God
im still here in UTP, Malaysia
having a life, good life as a student
consider myself as a lucky person...
i still got the chance to see a peaceful life around me~

Pantai Berakas, Brunei

Marina Bay, Miri

Kembali Pulang...

2009-01-17T17:28:00.003+08:00

have you ever heard a song from Kangen Band - Kembali Pulang.
since the first time i heard that song, i oready fell in love...
nice..nice...

but
for my post now, thats not the real subject...
i am 'kembali pulang' ke UTP~~
pada hari ini, 17hb Januari 2008.
2 days after my birthdate...

perkembangan sewaktu cuti:

terlalu banyak actully,
sooner or later, i am gonna share about it lah, no worries...

but

the most important thing that i wanna share is...
i got another NIECE!!!
a daughter of my sister, her 2nd daughter...
and the name given is Maisarah
sooo soo different from her sister, Haziqah...

well...well...
i am 21 years old oready...
dah boleh bergelar 'adult' or in malay we called it 'dewasa'
"apakah perasaan setelah menjadi dewasa?"
- Oh! saya merasakan yang saya masih lagi belum dewasa kerana kebanyakkan keluarga saya masih menganggap saya ini masih lagi budak. sepertinya tidak percaya bahawa dulunya, budak perempuan yang selalu berlari-lari diluar rumah yang berambut square ini, kini dilihat sudah pun memandu kereta,"
begitulah perumpamaannya....

and for that,
i wanna thanks my childhood frens@bestfrens; Bibi, Jiha, Ram n Alai kerana sudi keluar merayakan my bufday pada awal pagi 15th Jan...
let me stori ckit about that night....
actully, the afternoon of 14th, i oready planned with my frens to 'chill' that night until am...
and this plan, i didnt tell my parents. yelah, konon dah besar, dewasa, so i dont need to tell them.
so, around 11.30 pm, kami berlima pun menyusuri malam yang dingin itu dengan menaiki Vios Biru c-Jiha atau dengan nama lain, kereta "Subaru".
tempat 'chill' yang paling best, cool and nearest adalah kianggeh waterfront. (perkataan waterfront aku yang tambah). Tempat makan yang open, berlatar belakangkan kampung air dan Istana Nurul Iman (istana sultan Brunei)
Thanks to Bibi sebab belanja sate and we just makan and minum2 sja that evening. macam ni lah kalau last minutes punya plan.
Around 1.30am then only we went back to our homes...

without knowing what happened in my house that night,
i simply keluar rumah secara senyap and balik pun senyap2...
rupa-rupanya..
when my dad keluar bilik (untuk pergi buang air kecil), and he found out that i wasn't home,
then, he told my mom that i went missing...
MULALAH MEREKA RISAU YANG TERAMAT SANGAT.
macam2 dlm fikiran mereka, kena culik lah, keluar dengan lelaki lah...
then, they asked c-Boy (org sebelah rumah, also adik kepada Bibi, Jiha and Alai)
then only they knew that i went out with my friends...
barulah diorng kembali tidur dengan nyenyaknya...
So, the next morning my mom and my dad asked me where i've been that night. so i told them the truth lah.
Luckily, they didnt get mad at me. my mom just told me to inform them if i wanna go out especially jauh2 malam begitu~~
eheheh...(Sorry yang teramat sangat to my parents sebab dah buat diorng risau pada malam my bufday. Baru turned 21, dah merisaukan orang tua...aish...apa mau jadi?)

snapshots from that night:

~Chill babe~

aku and Jiha

Ramziah n Bibi

And pada malam 15th Jan, i did my celebrate my bufday with my family di rumah keluarga my sis's husband. suka nak merayakan at that house sebab di situ ramai budak2 and i wanna see Haziqah for the last time before i went back to Perak and to see my newborn niece, Maisarah for the first time. Unfortunately, my mom didnt allow me to take her pic because she was sleeping and breast feeding all the time. Lepas sikit alulah nangis...
Tunggu mms dr my sis jak lah~~

thats all i wanna share for this post...
Cya~~

how i miss my blog~~

2008-12-30T15:03:00.003+08:00

Assalamulaikum and hi to all my readers,

skrang tengah cuti...
cuti means:
1. makan tidur
2. main2 dgn anak buah
3. watch tv
4. jalan2 cari makan
5. meneruskan penulisan
and last but not least, holiday means... BRUNEI~~~

i love being here, in Brunei during my holiday.
wanna know why, bcoz selalu makan mewah..ohohoh..
no wonder org2 brunei...emh...(come to brunei, then you know lah)
but that doest mean i dont like Miri, my real hometown.
oh, Miri is still tempat yang tenang bagiku!!

hari tu pun tinggal rumah ngangah ( Mak Ngah) seminggu. ada 5 org anak lelaki and sorng anak pompuan. paling tua, berumur 14 tahun, Apis and yang bungsu, baru masuk 2 tahun. so seronok tinggal sana sbb kanak2 rmi~~ dah lah manja2...ohohoh~~

xlama lagi newyear...
newyear means, January is coming
january means, my bufday..
my bufday means, getting old..
so that means...
ajal makin dekat...
yea..that's it~~
sedih bila mengenangkan umur dah 20-an
tapi msa kecil2, xsabar nak jadi org besar (adult)
how pathetic is this life...

whatever will come to me on this 2009,
i'll accept...
and i'm gonna stay tough

to all my frens yang jauh di mata,
miss ya!!!

Baby~~

2008-11-15T08:07:00.002+08:00

i watched this hindustan movie, Salaam Namaste.
It is a good movie...'sesuai' for those who doesnt want to get married...
ehehe...
seriusly, that movie kan, really wanna make you to have a baby...
ohohoh...
my bestfren(shud i say her name??lol!) owez said, "nak kawen, nak ada anak", after watching all those cute, naughty babies...
n now, after watching that movies, Oh My God...how wonderful is it to own kids~~
especially,twins...waaaaaa!!!

dah, rindu dah dgn anak2 buah...aduh2!!!
10 days to go...oh..oh..oh...

exam...exam...exam....

2008-11-13T22:50:00.001+08:00

i have nothing much to say actually,
cuz i dont have much to say~~
my first paper, malaysian studies
2nd paper, geotechnical eng
3rd paper, numerical methods

all of them have became the history of my life...

coming soon,
Concrete technology,
Theory of Structures,
and
Hydraulics

ticket flight, bapa oredy bought it for me...
o..yea...i forgot to mention,
i passed my test with JPJ on 30th oct 2008
n 2 days ago I got my card lesen P oready...
yeye...blh lah bwak keta g amik haziqah, hadzrul n rizal...

since i am kinda bored tonight, (kes malas study);
so, imma share a lil secret of my life...
ssssshhhh~~~

- dulu kan, when i was a lil girl, i really love to cry...org swak madah congek, cengeng.my mom pun tensi sngt2 sbb, sikit2 nangis, sikit2 nangis. until one day kan, spt biasa i cried bcoz i didnt want to go to school, then guess wat, ayah ku yg tercinta telah menyelamkan kepalaku ke dalam air(yg bertakung dlm kolam kecik)....~~padan muka~~

-msa zaman2 skolah kat brunei dlu kan, pernah minat sama ini jejaka, kiranya yg paling hot kat skolah lah. then, curi dia punya no phone rumah (dulu, hp xpopuler lg) kat buku attendance. then, aku p lah kacau mlm2. First2 memang cuak. then, bila dah masing2 kenal, jadi teman bicara plk dah. tiap2 mlm, wajib gayut...ohohoho~~ (nang sik malu)

-masa zaman2 skolah kat brunei jugak, i love this group by the name of NSYNC. Ouh...kami satu geng memang suka gilak2 ngn Nsync, sampai kumpul gambar2 kat satu file. pantang tengok gmbar Nsync kat majalah, msti gunting punya~~n i love the grup member nama Lance. but then, tau2, Lance actully seorang GAY. Crap!!!

-beberapa tahun yang lalu, masa baru nak meningkat muda, masa tengah gedik2, ngegeh2, selalu main "truth or dare" dgn classmates(klu cikgu lambat masuk class). di situ rahsia akan terbongkar, pernah suka seseorang dalam class? pernah kissing? pernah bt bnda x snonoh dgn bf?... semua nya terjawab masa main "truth or dare"...sungguh nakal~~

-selama 3 tahun aku tulis diary, 02-03-04. then, i stopped sbb my bro bakar my 3rd diary. sebab dia bakar, emh...ntah lah. by that time, he was trying to 'teach' my sister actually. but then, he dragged me also into that 'lesson'. its a long story, n of cos one of my bad moments ever in my life. (penat tulis tau!!)...sob..sob..sob...

-i've changed a lot during my study at Kolej Matrikulasi Labuan. Alhamdulillah, masa kat matrix, aku mendapat hidayah Allah untuk mengubah diri menjadi muslimah yang lebih peka terhadap maruah dan penampilan. That's one of the reasons why I miss my matrix life!!!

That's all I wanna share for now. next secret will be revealed next sem...
I wanna post about UCITY Raya dinner actually, but still I havent got all the pics yet. besides, I'll say sumting on that post later. n it will be my last post for this sem, july08~~

stadi week....

2008-11-05T07:14:00.003+08:00

saya tengah berstadi week...
p i can realize sumting, this sem mcm malas ckit...
klu next sem, wahwah...
ntah lah...
apa mau jadi??
bangun awl, tdo mlm pun awal, tertido dengan buku2 n kertas2...
well, besalah...

jum2 stadi....
wish me all the best for this Final Exam~~

Another field trip of civilians to DAMs!!!

2008-11-02T04:43:00.005+08:00

1st of November...thats the day, we 2nd yr 1st sem students of UTP, Civil Engineering went to Gerik for our Field Trip.
This time around, went to see two Dams, Temenggor and Bersia Dam. This field trip goes under Hydraulics course, about open channel flow.

Great day I got here, even though panas, very2 hot u know. I have to accept the fact that, Civil engineer is always like this, working under the beautiful HOT sun~~~

can u imagine, having a class/lecture while the sun is right in the middle of sky?? honestly speaking, I can only listen to what Dr Saied said on the first 5mins. the rest..."Bila mok habis??"

Whatever it is, it was great since we were able to see all those thing very closely with our own eyes. It's not a pics, or just some modal in the lab. They are real, huge and fascinating. Now, seems like I like this course, boleh amik major nnti...ohohohoh~~

first, after having our breakfast, we were having 1st lecture under a bridge, on the Sunga(sungai) Perak, to learn about the open flow of Sunga Perak and the affect of column.

Then, we went to Temenggor Dam, to see the Dam, spillway, flow of water generated by turbines; then we're heading to Bersia Dam, a spillway with gate, big...big..gate~~

then, we're done!!!

after all those visit, then only we went to Gerik to go for our solat and lunch at 4pm!!
well, another nice journey with my course mates i got here. I learnt a lot from this trip and having a lot of fun~~~

some snap shots:

Mimi, Farah Hanan, Zuzi, DR SAIED, Aliya

~~Aliya n Zuzi~~

Sim Yeong Chuan n Zue

On the Bersia Dam...

one of the causes of corrosion to the concrete, Sim..Sim...

I vote for Hasmadi Hasbi~~

2008-10-30T17:27:00.003+08:00

29th oct 2008, yesterday was the election day for the upcoming hicom of MPP (Majlis Perwakilan Pelajar), Universiti Teknologi PETRONAS.

One of my best buddies/cosmate/x-KML(sma cam sya)/borneoan (sabahan) fren/grupmate (klu ada assigment grouping)/best student of Kolej Matrikulasi seluruh Malaysia 06/07 or by the name we call him HASMADI HASBI, was successfully joined this election and he got the HIGHEST VOTE!!!!!!
(*round of applause*)

Here, in this post, I wanna say my special congratulation to you, Madi for the achievement. I knew, you will win this, without hesitation. Because I know a lot people like you, including ex-matrixan, our cosmates, our borneo frens, committes of events that you have joined. Everybody loves Madi...che~~~

CONGRATULATION!!!

I'm very proud to be one of your frens, n I believe, our frens also feel the same way as I do. especially, Aliya n other frens from matrix. 1st, your achievement as the best student of all Matrix, now, u won the heart of UTP students. Awesome~~~

U did a good job during your campaign, even though I didnt involved any of them. But I was happy when u asked me to be your 'penyokong' but then SORRY for the unplanned/unwilling reject from me, I did bcoz of a lot of things i need to do by that time n I know u understand the situation there.

TAHNIAH lah Madi, hopefully pas ni, buleh lah pertingkatkan lagi mutu kerja dan pelajaran. mun ada apa2 masalah karang, bgtau sja. apa yang ku buleh tulung, InsyaALLAH, akan ku tulung. bangga ni, ada darah bangsa brunei jua...ohohohoho....

That's all I wanna say about Hasmadi Hasbi.

Do your best Madi!!
Jum2, sama2 struggle tuk Final. Yeay!!!

one of the aid during the campaign, Vote Hasmadi Hasbi 3X

gila streesssssssssssss!!!!!!!

2008-10-25T17:02:00.002+08:00

jam menunjukkan pukul 5:03pm

(post versi campoq, brunei; sarawak; smnanjung; english)

My mind sangat terganggu...
SANGAT TERGANGGU.....

mahu tahu sebab apa,
cemani,
Aku masa ani belajar kereta, P...
arini ada jua g blajar...
buat penilaian...
khamis depan amik test dah...
so,
aku ani ingau (susah) ati banar,
banar2 susah hati...
takut gagal lah katakan,
bayang kan lah,
kalau ku gagal,
bayar lagi rm125 tuk amik test lagi...
sakit kali ah...
rm125, buleh beli tiket flight apa...

tadi, buat asement, dapat buat satu soklan sja...
memang DISTURBIA lah...
dah lah kepala sakit,
(sebab oversleep tgh ari tadi)
ohohohoho....

apa actully masalah ku ani????????
sik suka lah cemtok...
sik suka...
sik suka...
sik suka...

dah, aku dah ajak aliya kluar ptg ni,
no matter what,
i hv to get out from this room....

dah lah LAPAR...
mmng msalah banar....

UCITY Hari Raya Dinner,done successfully~~~

2008-10-22T06:28:00.004+08:00

No other words can I say other than, Syukur Alhamdulillah.
That's the only words, that i keep on reciting when I think about this event.

UCITY Hari Raya Dinner and Dean's List Award Ceremony with special appreciation for final year students,
this is the event that Fahmi assigned me to be the Project Director (PD).
On the very first stage, I was hesitate to accept. but then, I know, this is my very golden opportunity. It is not easy for people to trust a girl, become their main leader. However, Fahmi gave me the trust, I am glad, so I accept. Thanks tuan president ku~~~
eheheheh....

It was quite long preparation, about 2 months.
the real date for this event is 17th Oct 2008, but then, we have to postponed to 21st Oct 2008 because of some reasonS that cant be avoided.

What can I say about being a director??
Everything, people will refer to the director...
"Zuzi, mcm mana dengan stage, nak amik bridal or contractor??"
"Zuzi, duit mcm mna? sbb nak bayar terus dengan caterer jugak mlm ni."
"Zuzi, invitation card ada mslah x? montage ok? cd xbleh mskkn data, just blh print out, mcm mna??"
"Zuzi, mcm mana ni? sekarang ni, kita kekurangan performance, karaoke xboleh, band xbleh, nasyid pun x available."
"Zue, rumah ktk, peti ais kosong x, nak letak dadih, sik cukup tempat mekorang, tolong carik peti ais kat umah org lain juak"
"Zuzi, survey ni, ada lecturer yang menang tapi x dtg tuk mlm tu, so, mcm mana?"
"Zuzi, no table tu ada yang saya dah susun tapi, ada yang saya tak tahu"
"Zuzi, database nanti ko yang print kan, sekali dengan table no kan?"

you see, this is only, a part of the questionS. well, they asked for my opinion, when it comes to "deciding". I'm glad for that.

So, for any decision, it's my choice, weather I wanna approve or reject.
but, to tell the truth, basically, my decision always based on BUDGET, my demand and Dr Fadhil's demand.
money will be the crucial part..
always be the crucial one!!!
i think la, based on the questions that my ecs n hicom have asked,
I did a lot of thing that I wasn't suppose to do.
money, it's all on me. database, also, me.
contact all the seniors, me also.
distribute the cd casing (ticket), i did.
ouh... but, the problem is, i did it because i wanna do it.
that's the problem, I wanna do everything.

all the hicoms and ecs for this raya dinner, were assigned by me. I was the person who approached them, and asked weather they want this post or not.
and, what i can say here...
I am so glad, I chose these people...
they did a VERY GOOD job...
really good... I'm glad to have these people as my tulang belakang.
thank you my frens.
and not to forget, all the committes, who worked hard for this event also, I may not see your job, but I know, u all did very well.

A lot of things happened, since I became the PD.
I know a lot of people.
the lecturers, staffs and technicians, they know me....
eheheh...
yang paling penting, Dr Fadhil (head of Civil Engineering Dept) also, know me.
not to forget, the seniors...
you just dont know, how much I owe them...
for my advisor, the question that he always asked, "ok x? apa masalah sekarang?"
the seniors from final year, helped me to approached their batch.
seniors and my close frens gave me strength, advices, and spirits....
you know who u are...

there will be certain time, where i was soooooo stressed out...
because of this hari raya dinner job, added with my academic job...
well, as a girl, naturally, I'm weak. I may look ok, but then, only certain people knows, that I'm on my tears...
but I'm glad..
There's one time, I was feeling extremely DOWN!!!
but then, 3 frens from 3 different batches, comfort me...
lecture me, pujuk me and the most important thing, they pushed me up, back to my normal level...

whatever happened, that's it...
semua yang terjadi, mesti ada hikmah, that's what i believe...
now, i declare,
UCITY Raya Dinner and Dean's List Award Ceremony together with special appreciation for final year students,
was a very successful event,
because,
Dr Fadhil said it,
"Tahniah, great event, it was perfect"
ALHAMDULILLAH, that's all I can say when I heard those words from him.
and people kept on congrats me.

that's all I wanna say for now,
for whatever happened that night, I will tell at another post, together with pictures...
so..so..so..penat...

THANK YOU EVERYONE, BECAUSE OF YOU, MY DREAM CAME TRUE.

accident skuter

2008-10-15T14:52:00.002+08:00

jeng...jeng...jeng...

yesterday, was the very first time, me and aliya involved in an accident (skuter) since 1st year/1st sem.
reason: rain (cannot salahkan hujan lah, because, myb by that time, aliya bawa skuter pun agak laju n tayar botak, then nak membelok, so, TERGELINCIR)
nasib lah...

ok, kan dijadikan ceritakan...
masa dah terkandas, di atas takungan air. i was hurried stand up, to see, if everything is ok. tengok aliya, "ouh, boleh angkat lagi". tapi, lemah lah...
she went to the parking lot (sbb ada atap, nak berteduh).
me, angkat skuter...(my God! berat nya) nasib baik, ada diorng mimi n preq. sama2 balik dr class juak.
then, tengok aliya...aduhai, memang dah basah habis. then, ada DARAH!!
aaaaaa.....
ok, aku baru tahu, yg aliya xboleh tengok darah. so, she saw her own bleeding elbow n knee. terus dia rsa pening2 n nak muntah.
we stranded there(at v3 parking) a while, sementara menunggu bantuan (Preq pinjam kereta dr housematenya).
so, aku n mimi bertugas untuk menjaga aliya yang kelihatan seperti orang kehilangan arah. memang muka pucat gilak...

comes the best part...
masa tengah duduk2, tetiba aliya pengsan, terbaring atas jalan tar....
waaaa....nervous, nervous...
dahlah hujan,
aku n mimi was like.."aliya, aliya, bangun..bangun"
luckily, it was only for awhile. aliya just pening, mcm xleh nak kontrol diri sendiri kut...

then , bantuan pun datang. segera aliya dihantar ke klinik utp.
agak besaq la, luka aliya...
ada yang nampak isi...
bayangkan lah, even her jeans pun koyak, so, what do u xpect...

for my own wounds, nothing much lah...
on my palm n lutut ckit (p seluar nasib baik, xkoyak)

masa cuci luka yang paling best...
i dont know, mcm mana aliya boleh tahan...
PEDIH!!!!!!!!!!!!

msa akak tu sapu kat palm, ok lagi...
tapi, msa ia sapu, on my lutut...
once, twice...dah. cukup...
amat lah pedih.....

dah siap sapu luka semua...
balik lah...
dtg bilik, terus mandi...
dgn baju, seluar yg basah.
bukan setakat basah, berpasir...
ayoyo....

but, for me, ada hikmah dlm semua kejadian...
bila di fikir balik, it was quite funny because of the hectic situation...
best pun ada, sebab dah lama xmain hujan...
mwahahahah....

apa2 pun, taubat, xkan naik motor or skuter masa hujan~~~~

heaven sent

2008-10-13T02:32:00.002+08:00

i am currently addicted to this song,

********************************
Heaven Sent by Keisha Cole

Sent from Heaven (2x)
Now you can wait your whole life wonderin when it's gonna come or where it's been
You may have got you heart broken a few times in the past(it neva last)
Strong as it use to, it dont feel as good as it use to(before)
and all the things you use to say, things you use to do went right out the door

Oooooh no more will you be the one thats what you tell everyone around you,
but you know they've heard it all before. what more can they saaaay
when love wont let you walk away,just can't help who you love
and you find yourself givin it away when you think youre in love

ooooo cause-

i wanna be the one who you believe in your heart is sent from(sent from Heaven)
(from above)
theres a piece of me who leaves when you gone because you sent from (sent from heaven)(2x)

now you can wait your whole life tryin to change what they feel from what it's been
may have put your whole life into make love into what you thought it could have been
i dont wanna swing your chance and you dont feel as good as you use to before
and everythin you use to say things you use to do went right out the door
Oooooh
no more will you be the one thats what you tell everyone around you,
but you know they've heard it all before.
what more can they saaaay
when love wont let you walk away,
it can't help who you love
and you find yourself givin it away when you think you're in love

ooooo cause-

i wanna be the one who you believe in your heart is sent from(sent from Heaven)
(from above)
there's a piece of me who leaves when you gone because yo sent from (sent from heaven)(2x)

Now everybody say I wanna be the one you love(I wanna be the one)(sent form heaven)
everybody say I wanna be the one you trust(I wanna be the one)(sent form heaven)
everybody say I wanna be the one you need(I wanna be the one)(sent form heaven)
everybody say I wanna be the one oooooooo (I wanna be the one)(sent form heaven)
(sent from above)

******************************

but, what goes wrong here is,
i couldn't understand much of the lyrics...
anyone plz, xplen~~
give a piece of idea about the meaning of this song...

i hate tears...

2008-10-11T20:50:00.002+08:00

tonight, the first tears after this raya holiday.
my life, far away from family, not always sweetie..sweetie life...
agak sakit...

lagi sakit, when it comes, troubles coming from my home itself...
it cant be help.
nangis lam tepon lah...
well, my family memang faham pun..
i am that type of 'glass' punya person...

then,
tambah lagi mslah dr utp...
menyasakan utak!!!!!!

seriusly, sakit.....
i need my MAMA.....
but, i dont dare to call her...
ada yg x tdur mlm...
she suffers from high blood pressure..
if, i add that burden to her, kejam lah i sbg anak...
ckup2 lah ia susah hati mikirkan anaknya dimiri atu...

pening dah....

MENJAGA HATI, MENJAGA PERASAAN

2008-10-10T20:13:00.002+08:00

nak mencoret ckit,

my brother used to say sumthing that i totally agree wif:

'sumtimes, kita msti jadi hipokrit untuk menjaga perasaan orang"

yes, memang pun. i am that kind of person yang sanggup menjadi hipokrit untuk menjaga persaan orng lain, especially, my frens and orang tua.
hipokrit untuk menunjukkan my very own evil.

it's better for me to keep that 'sakit hati punya perasaan' inside, instead of meluahkan n menyakitkan hati orang lain. but still, i prefer orang yg straight forward...
my fren dlu msa kat matrix, that kind of person, yang suka memendam perasaan, marah tanpa sebab, xnak layan i tanpa sebab. AGAK bengang la.
gladly, kat utp, my best fren jenis yg straight forward. apa2 memang kluar trus lah. so, pndi2 lah menjaga hati sendiri kalau dah kena tegur oleh 'dia' si aliya. eheheh...

bout my personality,
just like farah hanan slalu kata:
"Zuzi kalau dlm UCITY is a different person, dlm RM (Rakan Masjid) is another different person"

memang pun. I have to fit my own behavior in a suitable place.
that's why, bila aku mention yg aku ni RM, everyone like...
"yeke????"
"o..lepas ni kena berjaga2."

aduhai...
yes, as a muslimah, kena jaga batasan. especially batasan pergaulan.
but, apa yang paling penting bg aku, tiada unsur2 maksiat dalam pergaulan, tu dah ckup baik.
one thing lagi kan, kena berjaga2 dgn org RM shja kah, klu bkn RM, blh buat sukahati lah??
nama pun orang islam kan, tahu halal haram, so, kalau dah tahu, jgn buat2 buta.

orang punya first impression terhadap aku:
garang
serius
Alim (eheheheh)
anak sulung
matang

ok fine, myb ada certain yg betul. ada yg x...

p kalau aku kata yg aku ni anak bongsu, ppl mmng susah nak percaya.
matang sangat myb.
wanna kno why, sbb my parents xpernah melatih i untuk menjadi anak bongsu. sumanya sama.
but still, my mama akan cakap yg i ni anak emas bapa.
well, wat to say...

the real of me, myb my close and best frens shja yg tahu. and can only be seen di tempat2 yang tertutup.
mwahahah...

itu shja yg ingin dia coret untuk kali ini.

kenyang makan chicken chop ptg tadi. org belanja, thank you, Kash~~
aku xnak jadi orang tengah. pengalaman lalu dak cukup dah.
pandai2 lah tackel Fara ye~~

i mahu mandi, mlm ni ada swak gathering n misi penting untuk diselesaikan. mesti diselesaikan...
let's wait n see, menjadi atau tidak~~

RAYA 2008, MIRI SARAWAK

2008-10-07T22:25:00.000+08:00

Salam to all my readers....
First of all, I would like to say
"SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN"
to all muslimin n muslimah all over the world.

Hari Raya 2008.
bermula dia kampung batu 8, lambir, miri swak. disambut bersama keluarga tersayang. Abang yg paling sulung skali, Awang, pun balik kemiri. but, one thing yg spoil for this year was, bapa was not with us on the 1st day of Raya. wanna know why, sbb brunei masa tu masih lagi puasa. so, bapa have to go to work lah. raya ke-2 baru ia dapat ke miri.

as usual, our house, menjadi markas untuk pengumpulan bala tentera dari Brunei. this time around, nini datang 2 days before raya. ucu, one day before raya (on the raya eve), n ngangah datang masa raya pertama (malam).

bad news came during the 1st day of raya, nini tangah kasim (di brunei) meninggal dunia, accident. Al-fatihah buat beliau.

the journey for the 1st day of raya started dirumah ku, of cos lah. spt biasa, sbg anak2 dara, aku n pina, ber'make-up' dulu di bilik, then, keluar kebilik tamu, sesi fotografi syok sendiri.

nUruL n PiNa

Nina, aku n Pina

malas nak bercerita psal raya pertama, no semngt cuz bapa was not with us. only, nini n ucu sja. lagipun, macam biasa saja, awal pagi, tempat pertama yg dituju, Bekenu. then, ke kubur, melawat kubur abang.

raya ke-2 baru ada bapa. n msa raya kedua juak, bapa wanted buat kenduri tahlil kecil-kecilan. snap shot from that night:

ruang tamu 2

nini itam n nek wa

ayah ku yang tercinta~~

~~3 budak yg selalu menarik perhatian ku~~

mesra nak dak duak...

seperti biasa, haziqah, hadzrul n rizal menjadi pelakon utama ku mlm kenduri. how can i describe these kids.
haziqah dengan perangai mengegehnya, suka meneriak, nda buleh dia ambil barangnya, dah lah matanya bulat. haziqah dah pandai berjalan and rambutnya dah lebat, lurus n cantek mcm rambut usunya, ohohoh... O...forgot to mention, mlm kenduri tahlil, is the 1st year bufday haziqah...wa...dah setahun...

rizal, sngat pintar. suka mengajuk cakap orng. dah lah lidah pendek. gelaranya, Junior. so, ia menggelarkan dirinya, nyunyor (Junior).
kalau di tanya, "Whats ur name?"
jawabnya, "Nyunyor"
ngahngahngah.....

kalau cerita pasal hadzrul, memilih!!!
sik maok org sebarangan yg ambil ia. tapi, kalau dah datang nakal, habis orang menjadi mangsa pukulannya.
pasal MAKAN, boleh tahan, pelahap. suap sja apa benda, confirm xkan tolak punya. kalau lambat suap, mesti ia marah. benda tok, keturunan jua bah. look the mama n papa lah.
ohohohoh...

then, hari raya seterusnya.seperti biasa. beraya ke rumah kawan2, then, orng datang rumah. nothing much special lah this raya, but still, meriah.

apa yang membuatkan aku SANGAT BERDUKA CITA ialah, i wasnt able to go to Brunei. sebab, satu; passport tinggal di UTP, dua; passport dah expired. i thought i wanna do the emergency pass, but then, sudah tidak boleh. brunei xnak terima emergency pass dah. KECEWA GILAK!!
waaaaaa.......
tapi, ada hikmah juak lah, sbb aku boleh buat assigment. kalau ke brunei, memang sik menyentuh buku lah gayanya.

oh, btw, aku sempat juak buat biscuit msa sebelum raya. ahahahaha...
ntah apa2, main hentam sja, walaupun ikut resepi. OK LAH, AT LEAST BOLEH DI MAKAN...

>>this is my biskut<<

biskut yg abang ku buat, kami compete actuly

ni, my sis yg buat, cerelac,my all-time-fav

dah, cerita pasal kuih pun udah, raya pun udah, anak buah pun udah. apa lagi??
o..assigment, msa ari ahad baru kan buka buku, then soklan susah, xpat buat, end up, TIDOR.

This year, i received alot of raya messages. thanks to everyone yg sent, wlupun i didnt reply, but i really appreciate them. so, once again, i wanna take this opportunity to seek for forgiveness from all of you, maafkan lah dosa saya yang zahir dan yang batin, yang nampak dan yg tersembunyi, harap jangan dia simpan...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN